so here i am sitting in the children's court waiting room... LOL...

So… I'm sitting in the court waiting room here in children's court… I think in the city of el monte… not sure… yeah, I just asked nena… el monte… I'm not going to get into detail with the case and such, but I really just need to vent a little… so bare with me…

 

First of all… I'm a little pissed because while waiting in the mediation office, I started coloring an awesome picture of the shredder in a ninja turtle coloring book… I just got done doing his face and a bit of his chest when they called us in… man… do you know how much I hate when that happens..? I'm totally pissed just because of that… yeah, I know, but srsly… WTF is up with that..??¿ what if some other jack ass kid comes in and fucks up what I started…? Or what it someone else finishes it and signs it on the bottom even though I started that piece of art… OMG I SHOULD'VE SIGNED THE BOTTOM!!!!!... oh well… now here I am writing about it… the page in the book I never got to finish…

 

Well, mediation was kind of cool… only because the lady told us that there is a huge chance that the judge will just look at the paper work and dismiss it… that felt great… but after looking at all of the charges that the stupid social workers put on for us… it really doesn't look good… fuck.. I don't understand how they totally fucked us over like this… we aren't bad parents… andre has been going to school since he was two years old… the kids are doing so great… all going to school and learning a shitload… we're helping them with their homework, and getting involved with the school as much as possible… I don't understand this shit… social workers are evil and total retards… I hate them now…

 

Yesterday I had to see the biatch social worker for an interview before the court date… man, I really want to finish coloring that page… so in the interview, she asked me a couple of questions and I answered they… we talked about how the kids are doing… I explained to them how I felt about the ridilin medication they prescribed matthew and why I didn't want to give it to him… but they don't care… all they care about are the numbers and I really don't know what else… they see the kids all happy and shit… fed and growing… but yet, they still find the smallest detail to incriminate us and take our time here with court dates…

 

I hate this… I should've been at the gym right now… but right now, I'm sitting on this hard wooden coffee table box, and surrounded by a mix of innocent people like us and real life child abusers… the ambience here is tiresome, overwhelming, and sad… every single case is a bad case… even when we were first trying to adopt the kids in this same exact court room, it was a sad case… we had a sister that kept popping out children that well… just didn't care about them enough to stop her way of life… yesterday while in the interview I almost broke down in tears because of that… I haven't seen my sister coyo in a couple of months… and talking about her when she was at her lowest reminded me on how weak we are as humans… I couldn't help her… I just sat there and watch her drown and die slowly in a white river of drugs…

 

I'm gonna switch it up a bit… I want to talk about yesterday a bit more…. I had a terrible day yesterday… the morning was cold, I didn't go to the gym, and I felt like I was getting the flu… you know, when your body aches, head hurts, have hot breath, and a fever… yeah, that was me… even after taking an ibuprofen I still felt like caca… the day turned a bit when we went to the gym and I won a couple of games against jose and macoy… even some one on one games… so I did pretty well… but when I got home, I took my laptop and went to my room… I don't normally do that, but it's that desiree stayed the night and I didn't want to make noise in the living room… after a while of talking shit to a mod on BYC, I logged into this one website where I met this one dude…

 

Okay… let me switch it up a bit again… LOL… ii met this kid online… he was a nerdy kid, all weird and shit… his profile didn't say much, but I hit him up anyways… I got his number somehow, and we talked for a bit… I kept asking him out, but he said he was sick… then out of nowhere, he said yes… so I took him to frank and sons… yeah I know… totally geeky and nerdous first date amirite…? LOL… well, he is a bigger nerd than I am, so I thought it was fitting… so… we ended up having a cliché type date… you know… restaurant, guitar center, park… LOL… I had a great time, and he said he was too… we talked for a long time after that… regularly… he told me all kinds of stuff… like, how he enjoys our conversations and well, everything I would want to hear really… then out of nowhere… he just stopped all communication with me… no emails, text, calls, messages nothing… I text him one last time inviting him over for the fourth of july and I thought to myself… that's it… if he doesn't respond or anything, oh well… fuck it… thug lyfe…

 

And that was it… never heard from or thought about him ever again… I wasn't heart broken, but it did really suck… I even told my family about him because, well I thought he was going to end up kicking it at my house or something… but I guess he had other plans… whatever they were, oh well… there are so many maybes that I can type up, but to be honest, I really don't care… I'm over it… oh yeah… I almost forgot what else happened around that time… there was this dude that I used to hook up with… yeah I know, I'm a whore… who cares… LOL… anyways, this guy would come over all the time, and I would ask him out every time he would come over… we had so much in common… liked the same shit, had the same sense of humor and taste in music… I really liked this kid… more than the nerd… J lol… anyways, I would always ask him out, and he said that he couldn't because of work and his family… closet case maybe..? whatever, that's really understandable… I know it's hard to be gay… so after the nerd stopped talking to me, I hit him up… I text him like… hey remember me… or something… he was like… OMGHI2U… so then I asked him out… yeah, I don't like asking shit like that over text, but whatever… guess what he told me… he said that he couldn't because he was in a relationship… fuck… that was it… after that move right there, I was kind of a wreck…

 

That day was the first time I have ever felt alone and un wanted… i have never in my life felt that way… it sucked… even when I went to the gym, I felt lost… my heart wasn't broken or anything… I just felt like shit… I really had no one to talk to about it either… well, I told jose, but what advice does he have to offer to me…? LOL… seriously… he's a good listener, but not someone I'd go for advice or wisdom… that's usually my job… sigh… I don't understand … not like I was in love with those guys… just never been rejected like that before… total shut down… well, after that I decided to turn my life around…

 

So let's go back to yesterday… LOL… so I'm sitting there in a room with this social worker that is a total biatch… I hate her… when she came to our house all she did was talk shit about the rug and dirty wall… LOL… my house is not a mess, but it's also not filthy… and the rug is brand new… brand spanking new… hundred something dollar throw rug… that bitch was straight out tripping that day… and I told her that yesterday too… fuck her… I just let her have it… I'm not the type of person to get punked by some twat that thinks she has a bit of power… I'm a lot smarter than her, and have years of education on my back… not like her… wtf do you need to do to become a social worker…???¿ apply…? Yeah, that's totally not enough to be in charge of all kinds of kids… fuck her… fuck those people… and I let her know what I thought about her  yesterday too… shiet… she probably hates me now… but oh well… now she knows who the hell she's messing with…

 

I bet she didn't even have kids… I wonder if she does if they have ninja turtle coloring books… hmmmmm…

 

I really don't know what else to write about… I have no internet here… at least I'm not the only dude with a laptop… well, some attorneys have laptops… the awesome thing is that my laptop is way better than theirs… LOL… looks like they're typing into game boy pockets… all tiny and shit… I feel like asking one if that's the new black berry fail… ha… but there is a man across the room that is working with his apple laptop… I really don't know if his is better than mines… I doubt it, but with a mac, you never know… all I know is that his mouse pad doesn't have a right click… that's fucken dumb… apple people… are fucken dumb… why would you want a mouse with no right click… that's like something else you cannot do… there's a random white dude sitting across from me sitting on the floor… he's sitting down spread eagle for some reason… I'm gonna ask him if he's asking me out to lunch… LOL… j/k… he has his kids sitting next to him… his 12 year old daughter is crocheting… fuck… how boring is that dude… whatever… you're here for some reason mister… I bet you sit like that in front of your kids naked you sick fuck… CLOSE YOUR LEGS!!!...

 

You don't know how bad I want to go home… nena is sitting next to me and she's falling asleep… man, that is something else that worries me… she is so unhealthy right now… and she doesn't listen… she got a pacemaker put in earlier this year… she is just getting worse and worse… I don't know what to do… the other day I took her to the store with me, and she was panting, getting tired and breathing heavily… I couldn't watch her… I almost broke down in tears… she is also dying and I'm trying my hardest with her… I had her on a great strict diet, but her friends still feed her bullshit… I tell her that they aren't her friends if they aren't helping her towards her goal… but she just ignores it… I have told her and made her watch all kinds of stuff about it… man… I don't want to give up, but if she isn't helping herself, then that means she gave up a long time ago…

 

That day at the store as I drove her home, I  told her… I told her that when I look at her suffer, I feel like crying… she's my sister… I don't like seeing her just waste away like this… we used to go all over the place before and now we can't even go to the market because she just gets too tired too fast… every doctor she has had tells her the same thing… hopefully she realizes what she is doing wrong before it gets worst… well, it's already very bad… who the hell gets a pacemaker put in at the age of forty…? Jebus Christ… what am I going to do now…? I guess I'm doing all I can… I just hope I don't fail…

 

Being an adult totally sucks… everything was a lot easier when I was a kid… I know everyone says that too… I do so much shit in one day… so many responsibilities… let me break down a typical morning for gumbii… I get up at 7am, shower, at 7.45 I take matthew and andre to school… I get home change and go to the gym with jose… the spin class starts at 9.15 and is an hour long… after that I go home, chill for like 10 minutes then go pick up andre at 11.30… then I rush home to take ariana to a different school at 12.05… I can't be late taking her either… if I get three tardies or whatever they will kick her out of school… wack… so then I get home, feed all the chickens, the dog, the birds clean a bit, and at 2.10 I have to go pick up matthew at the school across town… fuck… then go home feed kids feed myself then at 3.45 I go back to downey to pick up ariana… fuck… I can't do shit all morning until after 4pm… by then I don't want to do shit… I'm tired and worn out…

 

I really need to get a job… I don't want to be driving the kids all over the place because I'm taking exercise out of nena's day… right…? That's something that she should be doing…  she should be the exhausted one not me… well, I'm not trying to say that I don't want to pick them up… but that she really does nothing all day… and driving the kids around will help her out somehow… but yeah I need a job… this chicken hobby has turned into a huge mission… LOL… I'm gonna call up some places I applied to tomorrow… I think it's too late right now… it's like… 11am right now… yeah… I've been here for 3 hours already… every time we come we usually leave at 2pm or so… life fucken sucks… oh shit… some little girls just came in with food and raspados… LOL… I can't eat that shit… I'm on a strict diet remember…

 

Fuck this, I'm gonna sit on the floor now… now I have to get up… great… the mediation lady just told us that we really can't do squat in fighting this case… I knew it… oh well, I tried… so now I have to wait to see what the judge will say… wack… but whatever… what can I do…? I'm just getting punked and bitched around by the system… even the mediation lady said the same shit… all this is un necessary and a huge waste of time…

 

Well I gotta go… I'm gonna work on the GSSC logo some more and maybe samurai showdown 5 special… LOL… lates… well that was a huge bust… LOL… I opened up the logo they want me to vectorize, and well… I can't use it… it's trash… freaken lady, I told her what I can and cannot do… I told her that I can't have a bunch of small lines or zig zags and that's what the new design looks like… sheesh… some people just don't listen to instructions or just don't pay attention… Oops… I hope she doesn't read this… LOL… I ♥ you kate… HAHAHAHAHA… I'm so bored here… I really should've come with a couple of coloring books and crayons… I think this might be the longest blog I have ever typed up… usually it's a copy and paste thing… but I'm so bored and went on a rampage up there…

 

Maybe I should be working on my book or a logo… but I just can't close the Microsoft word program… I just feel like I should be typing… nothing else to do… next time I'm bringing some head phones and some movies… LOL… I feel like I'm just sitting here getting fat… I'm not eating anything, but I'm just sitting on the floor with my legs crossed… I am so damn bored… I don't want to talk to people around me… they're all weird and look violent… the people next to me say the word "fuck" at least 3 times in a sentence… well I just spoke with my attorney, and I can go home…. LOL… but I have to wait for nena's attorney now… jeez… it's 12noon and they all left for lunch until 1.30pm… fucken ay… so I'm just here… kind of starvin' marvin… but I don't have to eat… I know nena does though… I feel bad for her… I don't' want to go get her something and pay another 5 bucks for parking… LOL…

 

I have successfully connected to their network… but it's being a nazi on websites… I can use AIM, google+, google maps and google search engine… and that's it… sigh… I wonder how I can get round the block… hmm…well, I think I'm really done this time… I'm tired of typing up stuff… well; I'll post this up later on when I get home if I don't forget…

 

Lates… 

so i got into a fight... again... KUMQUAT TREE!!!...

Today… I got into a fight… like, a real fight… man, let me tell you how it all went down… HAHAHA…

Okay, so you guys know I hate roger and I hope he dies soon… right…? Well, yesterday and today he’s been drinking and acting all stupid… yesterday, I started digging up my front yard to flip over the dirt… for some reason, he just started talking shit to nena… he was like, I know he’s putting stuff into your head, and blah blah blah… man, I really don’t give a fuck what they do… they’re adults, I’m an adult… solve your own freaken problems… anyways… he was all drinking and causing a scene… I have patience, so I just let him have his little moments… but man, he was embarrassing me and nena so bad…

He was even walking around the street all tough… LOL… jose felt like kicking his ass because as he walked into pepper’s house, he was walking all tough backwards and almost fell over… we all had a laugh, but I think that made it worse… so… then nena left… she basically left me home alone with the kids and that retard… I was outside shoveling dirt around, and jose was keeping me company… then he heard roger saying something about he was going to pull out my plants once I plant them… LOL… so I asked him… “what did you say…?” he came to me and was like… “nah, I just wanted to say that I want to plant some palm trees right here”

I knew about the palm trees… nena had told me before that he wanted palm trees… and I told her no… wtf..? palm trees…? That’s fucken stupid… I’m on a mission hunting down some awesome rare fruit trees… and he wants to plant some useless tall cheap trees… fuck… he’s so retarded… so then I say… “no…” he’s like… “but, what are you gonna plant?” and I say… “whatever I fucken feel like it…” by this time I’m already pissed off… btw, I had a shovel in my hand… he’s like… “but too bad, I want palm trees” so then I looked up… HAHAHA… I looked up and told him… “who the fuck are you to have any sort of say at this house…? This is my house… you want palm trees, and I already told you no once… that should be enough… shit… I rather ask my dog Buddha what trees he wants in the front than you… you’re a silly little joke… go away…”

So then he left… then got mad, and I dunno… I didn’t see him for like 20 minutes… jose left, and that dude came back… roger was like… “I’m sorry gumbii, I know I’m acting all stupid, and I want to help you, so what do I do?” I looked at him, and said… “nothing… go over there or somewhere not here… thanks…” so then he left… HAHAHAHA… whatever… then he was still acting stupid, and whatever… I forgot what else happened… I think he went to his room, and I took a shower and slept… this morning I guess they were still going at it… he was all drunk still, and causing scenes… so whatever… I told nena that I was going to kick his ass… and she was like… whatever… LOL…

So… i came back from the gym, and I saw that he was bleeding… LOL… nena punched him in the face and her huge diamond ring cut his face… hahahaha… so he made a scene, and tried to call the cops on her… HA… so then i came inside, and picked up the kids… when I came back, he was gone… I had sexy googles and a friend named gina come and play PS3… so we chilled, played and stuff… so then I had to go pick up the little girl from school… when I came back, he was here talking shit to nena I guess… I’m really not sure… but he said something about my face… and let me tell you… I had had it right there… fuck… I started talking shit… I dogged him out and well… I got pissed…

After talking shit… he was like… “what do you want me to do?” I said… “get the fuck out of here…!” and put my hand on him… I was kind of pushing him out with my sharp nails… then he stopped, so I put both hands on him and shoved him harder… he held his body up and tried to make me flinch… fuck… big mistake stupid… I didn’t even hesitate… I punched him in the face with my right… a quick left, and another right… then I shoved him hard and sent him flying… he landed near my new kumquat tree… (YAY KUMQUAT TREE!!!) his head slammed into the brick walls… and landed kind of wedged there… so I got on top of him and just started punching his face as hard as I could… I think I landed about 6 solid hits…

He somehow flipped over face down… I punched him again but it kind of hurt my hand… that pissed me off even more… I punched him in the back of his neck with my left and then with my right I punched him in the back of the head as hard as I could… I cut his head with my rings plus smashed his head on the dirt… so I couldn’t punch his face any more, so I went in for the kill… I bit him… yeah I know… I bit him in the back of the head sick… I put my hands on his face, and scratched him sick… as I was running my sharp ass nails on his face, I felt my left pointer finger go into his eye and I tried my hardest to get his eye out, but he turned a little… I really planned to blind him… if I could, I would’ve pulled his freaken eye out, I swear…

So I scratched his face nasty… deep ass cuts… then I put my weight on his head smearing his face on the dirt… LOL…. Man… then somehow I started to hear things around me… I heard nena screaming, “stop, chacha (my little girl) is crying” so I stopped… I got up, and he tried to get up, but I kicked him in the back of the head with my ankle… right into the bricks too… so he slowed down and crawled up again… I said, “get the fuck out now!!!” and kicked him like three times to get out… fuck… it was hilarious… then he turned around, and I saw his face… he was bleeding like crazy… fuck… I didn’t know I destroyed the kid that bad… but that’s what he gets… screaming shit out and walking around saying “this is my house!” fucken retard… every time he gets drunk, someone ends up beating his ass or running him over on purpose… and still he doesn’t learn his lesson… wow…

It was crazy… happened super fast, but he has to understand that I’m not a joke… just because I don’t fight all the time doesn’t mean I’m never gonna kick his ass… before, I let him say whatever he wants, but it’s different now… I’m tired of his shit… and I know that I’m going to keep kicking his ass every time he deserves it… I’m not a violent person… LOL… well, try not to be, but when I’m pushed, someone is going to get destroyed… he swears that he could kick his ass… man… no one knows that I can kick ass… I dodged two good swings but that’s all he threw out… kind of sad and funny at once…

Oh well… I’m tired, today rocked, and at the gym right now, I beat jose and macoy at racquetball 6 games out of 8… woo hoo… totally made those bitches run… what you got on my gearbox racket fuckers… 18ga string at 35lbs in your motha fucken mouf!!!...

i hate hippies but ♥ chickens... read on...

Yeah, yeah, yeah… I didn’t keep making my blogs, so what, you wanna fight about it…? Anyways… I want to talk about people that I hate a bit… that’s right… hippies…

Well, not all hippies are bad… I really ♥ sue from BYC… but some tree hugging retards need to get a real life reality check… just because everyone thinks it’s cool to be politically correct, or at least sound so, put their un needed two cents into all kinds of bull shit… well… let me setup the story all quick… so there’s this Hasidic jewish thingy where they get a chicken, pray some weird shit… twirl it over their heads, and then kill it because obviously, the chicken got all man’s sins… I know, it doesn’t sound that bad really… so, there’s this petition going around to ban that shit… OMG, what the fuck… I got so mad when I read that… well, let me quote the stupid thread… hold on…

Susan rudnicki
I got this notice through my membership in United Poultry Concerns, a group which looks to the humane treatment of all fowl and pressing for their protection. This petition concerns the Jewish orthodox ritual of kaporos, which involves swinging a live bird through the air, gripping it by the wings and intoning words to transfer the human's sins to the helpless animal. Then, the birds are butchered. Most of this occurs in front of children of all ages, a desensitization of children's natural fears for animal pain. Many birds are dumped in the rain or hot sun if not used in the ritual, and are crated without food or water for days before and after. The petition site explains the many rabbis who have deplored this practice as not being supported by the Torah or Jewish teachings. Please help us stop this awful, cruel practice

So of course I was the first one to post… let me copy what I put up the first time… LOL…

Gumbii garcia
man... i understand when they regulate egg factories, hatcheries and butchers/stuff... but when it's a religion... that's a tough one... that's like telling people to stop praying to their god... i am far from a religious person, but i respect their beliefs and traditions... i think everyone else should do the same, especially in the era we are in... this is somewhat ridiculous...

me, being a breeder think i do much worst... out of 100 eggs that hatch, if i see some that aren't up to par with my breeding program at up too one week of age, i will hold it over the trash can, and cut it's head off... i usually end up with 60 birds or so... then i do it again at 4 weeks, and sometimes at 6 weeks... then end up with one or two hold backs for the breeding program, and about 10 for sale as show/breeder quality... i know it sounds hard, but i am a true breeder, not a propagator... i need to build a name for myself, and want to only release and make quality birds...

plus, i have friends that caponize their meat birds and then eat them... how is this much different than what the jewish community is doing...? i have seen it done before... they don't grab him by the wings and twirl him around all hard... they just hold them like they are flying... the chickens look like they don't mind since they are dumb meat birds raised to die anyways... this entire petition is insane...

it's okay for someone else to buy a meat bird/broiler kill it, and eat it... but to spin it in a circle and kill it it's so much worst...??¿ i don't get our society or don't understand what direction it's going to... seems that people are just losing grip with humanity... they're forgetting that animals are just that.... ANIMALS... i go to the mall and see people with dressed up dogs like if they were their kids... they are not your kids people... i do ♥ my dog, but in the end, i know it's just a dog... i will not put him over any of my family or friends... as soon as he shows any sign of pain or suffering that can't be fixed by meds or treatment, he's gonna be put down... no tears, no funeral, maybe a picture or so... but that's it... why...? because he was just a dog...

i know i sound heartless, but that's just the way it should be... on BYC i talk to a lot of farmers and poultry people from out of state... if they see their a neighborhood dog going into their yard and killing a chicken they will do what they call SSS... that stands for Shoot, Shovel, and Shut up... and if their dog does the same thing, they will do what needs to be done... they also raise their kids to help with the birds, and when it is time to, to help kill and prepare the chickens to eat as well... or cow, pig, goat whatever... my kids know they're going to eat larry the roo... that's their favorite roo, but oh well... he's gonna be mole in another month...


i dunno... sorry i went on a rant... i just get worked up when i see hippy petitions or videos on youtube... LOL...

google youtube for "kaparos" and see for yourself... tell me if that's worst that people butchering videos... or dubbing... btw, i also dub my show roo's....

what all of that that bad…? No… right….? It’s all true anyways… I’m also not talking shit to the original poster… I said that the petition is retarded and insane… isn’t it…? Like… am I in the wrong…? I don’t think so… check out what some jewish chick wrote… LOL…

Barbara
As a Jewish person I must point out that this practice is not common in our community. I have never heard of it before I read about it here. As a matter of fact, I was shocked, disgusted and embarrassed that a small, fundamentalist fringe group should reflect so badly on the Jewish religion. This practice, dating back to the Middle Ages is not deserving of respect and should absolutely be outlawed! The Kosher laws to which the Orthodox community subscribes developed out of a sense of compassion as well as cleanliness. Treating an animal with such cruelty is not consistent with Jewish traditions!

I am a vegetarian. My belief, shared by many people of all faiths, is that the world would be an entirely better place if we treated all animals and humans with compassion.

Okay… I didn’t put this on the thread… but doesn’t this chick sound like the worst jewish chick on the planet… first of all, she has a picture of her holding a chicken to her face on her avatar… wtf… jewish people don’t do that… they hold keys up to their faces with two mercedez keys, key to their safe, keys to their houses and a lucky fuzzy kangaroo toe… right…? Then she’s a freaken vegetarian… OMG… you’re a freaken hippy… you can NOT be a jew she doesn’t even know about the chicken twirling trick… fail… anyways… the first hippy ended up putting this stupid shit…

Susan rudnicki
yes, you are right this is not common but practiced by the Orthodox. However, there are significant numbers carrying it out in Brooklyn, NY, the Bronx, and Los Angeles. It is a quasi-religious practice growing out of old superstition that the sins of the man can be transferred to a innocent animal. Jewish religious scholars and rabbis have condemned it as not supported in the religious texts and pointing out, God has placed a higher rule before us--do unto others as you would have them do to you. Their comments and responses to the practice of kaporos may be seen on the website I linked the original petition to. In fact, a substitution ritual has been promoted whereby the person swings money around the head, intoning the chants and prayers, and the money is collected for the poor. This goes a lot farther to helping others than the torture of animals. There are many other religious rituals that have come into question in modern times, most causing pain and suffering to women and animals. Female genital mutilation, "honor killings", and the Hindu practice of 'gadimai' Just because some religion does a thing does not make it moral or not subject to scrutiny or criticism. These practices usually represent some perversion of the intent of the original religious purpose, often because of inherent human tendancies to profit. Gadimai, for instance, has been staunchly fought for by the animal dealers who provide the thousands of animals for the ritual bloodbath. Poor families stripped of their savings, brainwashed by the crowd mentality, are fair game for these merchants. Get informed about these things, and there is a lot of dirt underneath

gumbii garcia---I get the feeling you didn't really read my post, you call it a "rant" and don't address the issues of my post and characterize it as "hippie" and such. Everyone has their blinders, but you might read the reply I sent to Barbara, who IS Jewish and a more thoughtful commenter. There is much more to the Kaporos practice than the final butchering and if you really looked into it, you might find there is little to recommend it.

yeah… I know… so stupid… I did not call her post a rant, and I did address the real issue… not the pretenzeez issue that the petition speaks of… and I already said that Barbara isn’t jewish… she’s a poser… doesn’t even have the nose or look… and I did research the practice… I actually spelled it right in the first post I put up, not like her… LOL… stupid hippies… oh, hold on, let me paste what I put up…

gumbii
it... is... just... a... chicken...............


today i went to a golden state serama council meeting in the morning... i spoke of this to them... since we are all "breeders" we all saw it with the same point of view... let me tell you that most of the serama breeders, well, chickens are their life... it's also how some of them make a living... chickens to them is not a hobby, not a pet, not a friend, not their child and not an object... they are the ones responsible in making great breeds like cochin, silkies, leghorns, OEGB and all breeds... if it wasn't for their dedication and culling technique, we wouldn't have them...

btw, it's spelled Kapparot... i learned about this practice in college... now do me a favor and tell me the difference between this...

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and this...

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why is one more humane than the other...? and you're comparing the slaughter of a single chicken that was born to be killed and eaten to a person in a sacrificial religious ritual...???? hmm... yeah, i really want to listen to someone that puts up that analogy... no offense, but that just doesn't make sense to me one bit... like the little girl that got taken to court because her friend filmed her spanking her puppy after it pee'd on her carpet in her room... everyone acts like the animal is going to get depressed and hang itself onto a tree or something... it's a freaken dog... sigh... the girl was 16 years old... i wonder what the lesson she is learning after all of that ordeal... i feel sorry for the future generation of animal owners...

everyone has to be so political correct... instead of fixing humanities major problems, you try to save a chicken... maybe because it's easier to do... i dunno... you tell me... instead all of you should be signing this petition... http://www.thepetitio... that's a way you can make a real positive difference in the world... banning something that can be still done underground without anyone knowing... yeah... huge difference right there... that's like banning marijuana or making it illegal... LOL...

btw, i didn't call your post a rant... i called my post a rant... i really don't want to offend anyone... i do ♥ my chickens, but as an enthusiast and a breeder, i don't want people to think of chickens as their children... that's silly, and inhumane... don't forget what chickens are realy bred to do...

right…??? Right…??? Fuck…!!! Here’s what she put…

susan rudnicki
I know you called your post a rant---because it was. And you are the one specifically justifying your position on the planet and in Society by all the human species oriented acts of self-lessness. Far be it from me to try to change you--there are some who are still evolving to a place that does not regard every living thing on this Earth as a subordinate life-form to homo sapiens. Mark Twain, the master of irony, said ---
"It is just like man's vanity and impertinence to call an animal dumb because it is dumb to his dull perceptions" This seems to express your philosophy succinctly

Man… is this lady freaken serious…? I did not call chickens dumb… I said people that treat them like their kids are dumb… it’s a freaken chicken… they’re happy in a wire cage as long as they get a piece of tortilla or bread every once in a while… sheesh… these people get them for eggs… wow… fucken… well, here’s what I put… oh no wait… I think someone else wrote something else…

Oh, never mind… people started saying that we shouldn’t be discussing politics or touchy subjects on a public forum, blah blah blah… WTF is the forum for then…? Honestly, if they don’t like the subject, hit backspace or close the window… that easy… no one is forcing you to read this garbage… not like you’re sitting on a wooden bench surrounded by stained glass marked with lies… anyways, I said this…

Gumbii Garcia
my original point was really not political, or talking about religious issues... i was just stating that people really need to get over the fact that a chicken bred and raised for human or animal consumption and will never ever have a good life... is just that... a chicken that was bred and raised for human or animal consumption... a straight run chick that you buy at a petshop to feed to your snake... i think that's a way worst fate... but it's accepted right...? a guy twirling a chicken slowly and then killing it quickly... that's a horrible and inhumane crime against the animal kingdom..?

do you see what i'm trying to say...???


lol...


hahaha... oh well... i ♥ my egg layers and show birds...

also... when i was little my family had a bunch of huge palomino rabbits in the back yard... i remember my dad gave me one and i raised it as my pet... it got huge and fat... then my cousin's came over and my dad started butchering all kinds of rabbits... yeah, he was a butcher for foster farms... anyways... he asked for my rabbit, and i handed it to him... i knew that he was going to kill it, and that i was going to eat it... and i did... i didn't cry over it... i didn't feel like i missed a friend... i just knew he was a cool pet, and was delicious... my kids now know that the huge blue rooster i have in the back is going to be a meal for us pretty soon... i told them all that when we eat chicken, it was once a bird... and told them that we kill them to eat them... they're like... cool... they have also seen eggs hatch out of my incubators, and they know that the eggs in my fridge could've been baby chicks as well... very smart kids...

somehow, people now and days lost grip of those facts or "beliefs"... i watch shows like animal hoarders and kind of feel sorry for those people... they use an animal to fill in a void in their life... they present themselves to think that is their child or even soul mates... now, i understand why people cried in that will smith movie where he had to kill his dog... but after you wiped your tears.... do you remember that it's just a dog...? they die all the time... they even kill eachother... i remember watching that kingsley kid talk about how people got mad at lady gaga because in the music video, they poisoned an entire diner, and even the dog died... people were furious that the dog died... OMG people, she just killed like 30 something people and all they think about is the silly dog... like if that one dog's life was more valuable than 30 plus people... what if that dog bit a little child's face off then it got poisoned... does that change anything...?

doesn't that scare you...? that is how people really think out there... it really does scare me... they say that in a couple of years the human race is going to split genetically... one is going to be primitive and instinctual, and the other will rely almost 100% on technology... if something happens to their environment, who do you think will survive... and who do you think will put an animal over hunger, or even it's friend's or family...? the mind is a terrible thing to waste... don't let yourself get brain washed over silly propaganda like what peta does... if anything... they should put an end to whalers instead of making a cheesy reality TV show... all they have to do is make the army shoot whoever is after the whales... problem solved... but everyone would rather just save a production red hen instead...

dude… am I full of shit or what..? it makes sense to me… why can’t those retards make sense of what I’m saying.. instead, they said it’s ignorance… yeah, hold on… let me find that post…

Kathy
I find your posts really depressing.

And also, the attitude expressed in them is one of the reasons I wanted to have my own chickens. A reaction against the jaded, uncaring attitude towards animals that' so widespread (but shrinking everyday). I wanted to honor them, treat them as members of the family, give them a good life, not demean or commercialize them, not kill them because they were not useful. I find them all precious to me and they give me a lot of enjoyment thru their personalities and antics. I feel bad for people who miss out on all of that because it can be truly joyful to connect with nature this way. But the worst is to try to justify the cruelty with blind ignorance.

My chickens are my pets and I'm proud of it! :-)

Well Kathy… i… am offended… LOL… ignorance is a very bad word… now and days, it’s worse than calling someone a nigger, wetback, red neck, spick, chink, whatever… I rather be called a wetback or beaner a million times before ignorant… let me find the post I put after that hating ass hippy…

Gumbii Garcia
blind ignorance...?

it is my responsibility to keep a certain breed looking the way it does... it's people like ME that get an speckled sussex and mix then with brahma to produce quality and genetically perfect light sussex chickens... how do you think it got to that...? hard work, time and heavy culling... very heavy culling... right now i'm working on two projects to produce solid chocolate OEGB and blue laced silver OEGB... it's going to take me about 7 whole years... i'm also involved in a malaysian silkied serama project with a large group of BYC members... i don't understand how i can be ignorant about chickens when all you guys want them for is to make you laugh and eggs... i'm sacrificing years out of my life to create a color on a chicken just because people would want them... it's NOT going to make me rich... i'm also not the only one in the world doing it... there are already chocolates out there... but i just want my own show lines... so then i can sell them for 20 bucks a show bird or donate them to the local 4H like always... LOL...

but yeah... i'm ignorant... read all of my post and see what really makes sense... i wonder what you guys think about people that have roaches as pets... because i do have several species of pet roaches...


wow...

damnit, I’m stupid… I should’ve said a lot more shit in that post… LOL… oh well… but after that post, no one else posted anything… I guess I shut them up… calling me ignorant… OH EM GEE!... look at what these people put… shnap, I think she edited something out as well… I remember reading something like comparing this chicken crap to human sacrifice and spiritual body mutilations… or did she…? I dunno… whatever… I’m tired, and pissed off right now… freaken hate people like this… I went on a couple of rants on youtube as well… who the hell cares if the girl kicked the dog, or if the cat is on LSD… everything is done for a reason…

I really think these people are sick in the head… how can someone walk around with that mentality…? What do they tell their children when they explain to them where the stuff comes from that they are eating for dinner…? They’re just making their kids so damn stupid… maybe it’s a Mexican thing, but I tell my kids everything… I think I’m a great parent doing that too… makes them strong… not no weak wrist faggot ass hippies… no offense to the gay people out there… I’m gay too, but I do hate faggots… but that’s another blog some other time… right now I have to go check on the baby chickens in the brooder… I didn’t feed them today… Oops… fail…