hate mail again... LOLLERBOATZ...

Yeah yeah yeah… I slowed down a bit… big whoop… I’ve just haven’t taken the time to sit here and write a decent blog since there’s so much shit going on in the forums… mostly bicycle forums… I’m getting a lot more serious with the road bike thing, and bicycle racing…



So anyways… lol… a little white ago I went to go pick up my fuji road bike from performance bikes… they are all the way in Torrance… fuck, there was epic traffic… I got my bike, got a new back light flasher… the old one was run over by some Asian lady over in asuza… never riding thru that stretch of street again… so whatever… I’m in my car watching out for the police and I get an email on my phone… I get to a red light and this is what it says…

Try not being a jack ass that works for some people. I've seen you on the forums and you're a douche. People don't want to hang out with douche bags. Like you said you're rough and coarse. I'm sure you'd have a easier time attracting bees with piss and vinegar then you would making new friends. Change your smart ass attitude that would be a step in the right direction

He’s referring to my last post… wait… let me read it again, I don’t remember it......... there I read it… oh fuck… Erika wants to go fishing right now… shit… should I take my laptop…?? I’ll look like a total lop if I do… HAHAHKDsfj;slajfdksl… oh wait… I just got a text… I think she wants to go tomorrow… anyways…

So this “randy” decides to give me his opinion… fuck it… he’s entitled to it… so I’m leaving it on… I’m going to save it with the file of hate mail I have been getting for a wile now… it seems that people on reef central don’t like me… especially those that don’t know me personally… it’s all cool… like he says… I am a rough and coarse… so what… but I think I’m just witty, clever, funny and smarter than half of those haters on that board… I believe it’s a fact… no one has ever come up to my face and told me in person what they think about me… why…? Because they are haters… and scared… I don’t know why they would be scared… in person, I don’t think I give off a dangerous persona or look threatening… they just don’t want to look like haters in public…

Now back to my blog post… yeah I was mad…I was venting… I was punked and treated like shit that day by “friends” so I was just having a hard time with that… fuck… when my friends need something, I’m the first one they call… why..? because I always come thru… when I need a favor, I have to struggle to find a ride, or don’t end up accomplishing what I want to do because of that… it sucks… it’s ridiculous, but I guess that’s life… I’m way too nice to my friends…

So back on the subject… randy… LOL… If he’s a local reefer, I will bump into him one day… I’ll find out who his is… I have his IP address, and can ask a mod at my local forums to give me his email… i’m not going to go out of my way to look for him… but I’m just making sure if his name is really randy or not… there’s no randy at SCRK… I just checked on the group email peter sends out… it has all of our names… I wouldn’t doubt if he is in SCRK… there are two people in the club right now that have it in for me… one is kim… he gave me red bugs and tried to do me dirty on a coral deal… he gave everyone in the club reef bugs, and didn’t have the decency to let anyone know he had it… so I told everyone and he got himself banned from two forums because of that… another is eric… I didn’t defend him when everyone was talking shit about him… LOL… shit… I don’t know him… fucker didn’t want to shake my hand at the meeting when I introduced myself…I was offended by that… that was rude and disrespectful… but that was it… if he has beef with me oh well… I take it all how it comes…

This is also one of the only times I’ve ever been called a douche… that’s tight… a first… i don’t think I’m a douche… I’m down to earth, and say it how it is… he’s also wrong about friends not wanting to kick it with me… i get invited EVERYWHERE!!!... cris called me up today and asked me if I wanted to go to a black crowes concert with him… this will be the 7th concert he treats me to, and the 15th I’ve been treated to so far… I don’t think anyone would want to take a douche to a concert with them… especially since the tickets are over 100 bucks face value… a huge “I’m not a douche” point is the reef keeping… I’ve been doing this for over three years now… when I do have something for sale online or somewhere, once the person Is at my pad, I usually end up giving them something for free, or just charging them half price… if they become my friend, in the future I will just give them stuff for free… fuck it… they’re my friends…



Okay… now I’m going to switch up the platica over here… I grow tired of this randy… plus, I wouldn’t want to dedicate an entire blog post to him… his little hate post isn’t going to disrupt me in one bit… my life will still go on… I’m still typing on my brand new high end laptop, next to all my LE corals in my reef tank with my feet on top of my full carbon fiber road bike… shit… I should probably take my feet off of it… I don’t want to chip it or crack the frame… well… they aren’t that sensitive, but it is just money I don’t want to spend… my bike looks awesome right now too… I got a new bad ass rear light blinker… it has a bright half watt LED… I should be like jose and point it up to blind riders behind me… jack ass… that shit stings… hahahha…

This Saturday we are planning a 35 mile loop to arcadia and back… well not we really… agui and jose did… they called it their own tour de sewer… hahaha… this is going to be the farthest agui has ever ridden with us… pretty cool… I don’t know if he will hang though… he hasn’t gone with us in weeks… we’ll see… I started shaving my head with a razor blade… it sucks, but I feel great… kind of hurts… I started getting razor bumps… I blamed the helmet and sweat… but mike and that drunken gangster dude said it’s because of the heat… I’m not used to it… I just hope I get used to it fast… I want to maintain this look… I think it fits me now… I’m working out a little more, getting my “man” face and have some gay beard growing that hides my double chin… LOL…
I love Microsoft word BTW… this just rocks… office 2010 is a huge leap over 2007 or whatever I had on my last laptop… fuck… I also love the snap feature from windows 7… I can browse the web and do this at once… woo hoo… live can’t get better than this… looks like we just planned a fishing trip tomorrow at 5am… sigh… I’m not a morning person at all… but fuck it… I think erika’s mom and dad are going to go… this should be epic fun… and I might take my laptop… well… if we don’t go to the rocks I will… pier fishing rocks… rock fishing is the fail sometimes… you lose your weights, get stuck on the bottom… jskldjfas;djsa… it just sucks…

I also want to talk about this kid that stays at pepper’s pad… he’s cool… I met him because he found out I do body piercings on the side… so I pierced his lip… so he’s been coming over… seems like his dad is with this chic I know as peewee… she’s one of those daughters of a drug dealer that had everything, and now she wants to flaunt what she doesn’t’ have… married this guy that has a teenage son… and now treats him like shit… fuck… it pisses me off… whenever they get into a fight they bring his name up in the fight… poor kid… I feel like he is a little slow… he’s in a punk band and is nervous to be around people… scared to say the wrong thing and everything… one time he came over looking for me, and told my sister nena what was going on… he started crying and telling her that his dad doesn’t defend him when she talks shit about him… fuck…

How horrible can one person be…? Honestly… he’s had a rough life… his mother died, he got kicked out of school, kicks it with the rough crowd, and has no guidance what so ever… I think his girlfriend is pregnant… she’s a beautiful young woman… I’ve seen her… and it’s a trip because he’s kind of ugly and well… doesn’t have a personality that I would think can get such a pretty girlfriend… well… sure showed me… anyways… he comes over and starts asking me about piercing his whole face up and tattoos… I had to talk him out of them… I know it’s money for me, but I don’t want him to ruin his opportunities so early in life… so I think I’m going to be taking him with me to different places that I go… maybe some of my wisdom or influence will rub off on him… I told him not to drink… he didn’t believe that I don’t drink or do any sort of drugs… shit… I know I look crazy, but that doesn’t mean I’m stupid… hahaha…

Well… that’s it for now… I’ll write when I come back from walmart, but won’t post it up any time soon… I already know the next topic… anyways… lates… and subscribe… now that I have word, it’s going to be way easier for me to blog on the laptop or on the phone… WooT WooT!... btw... this is 1,784 words...

epic reef forum drama...

so yeah... like always... i was involved in some awesome drama on this forum called socalireefs... it's a pretty cool reef forums with nothing but locals... great shit... srsly... the sucky part is that jose got banned... well for being an idiot... but still... everyone else else got a warning but him... that's not fair... kim got 4 fucken warnings for the same shit... and he still hasn't gotten banned... fuck... that's an insult... just because kim has more post, or more people know him... but fuck... jose is a dedicated reefer... he has now passed me on reef keeping and his tank... he has way better equipment and corals... and that's great... i have even thought about giving up the hobby a couple of times... but now that he's that far in there's no looking back... even after his 180 exploded... hahahah...


anyways... i think javier, nick and casas talked it over on the moderator chatroom and i don't know what they're going to do, but i think they are going to lift the ban from jose... should be cool... jose put up a front, but i know he got bummed out... he wanted me to PM them and ask then why he got banned with no warning, but when i said no, he got all feelings... LOLOLOL... fag... but he's been going thru some shit i guess.. well we all have... it's been a depressing new year so far... even though i have been blessed with new toys and friends... sometimes i still feel depressed and blue...

bah... enough about that sappy bitch bullshit... today was tight... we made cesar go buy a road bike... LOL... fuck... yesterday he came over, i showed him my scraped knee and my bike then today came over to pick us up so he can go buy a road bike too... hahahha... so awesome... there goes my god complex again... somehow i make people buy shit when they don't want to or need to... fuck... i'm a fucken mental virus...

so we head out to performance bicycles in glendale... where jose and i got our bikes... and everyone knows us already... the girl that helped us is named samantha... she didn't help me with my bike... but she helped with jose's... we knicknamed her samantha swallows... lol... she's super short and white... not my type... but you know... tee hee... anyways... cesar ended up buying a fuji like mine... it's exactly like mine sans the carbon fiber frame... and he has a kick ass hallow core crank... fuck... i want that... lol... shave half a pound with that bad boy... hahahaha...

his bike came out to be... um... 650 or something... plus 10% off and yadda yadda yadda... after taxes, bike rack, bottle cages, bottles, club membership, service plan he ended up dumping a grand that minute... HAHAHHAHAHAHA... fuck... i know the feeling... i went in to buy a bike and a light and walked out of that shop with a light in hand, receipt and 1,500 dollars poorer... fuck... that shit hurt... well... let me see my receipt... i think i'm lieing... yep... fiften hundred... fuck... that's serious cash... especially for someone that isn't working at all... shit...

as i was looking for the receipt i was reminded that i can't find my refractometer... shit... i think someone stole it... fuck... when i find out who it was i'm going to fuck them up... that's not cool... how dare someone come into my house and steal from me... who the fuck does that... that shit wasn't cheap... now it's going to be a wile until i get another one... since i'm so poor right now... i think i know who it was... i must investigate further... but i recently friended this one guy that sells fish from his house... he's some mexican chap that only speaks spanish... lol... he's cool... but i just found out he's a hardcore thief... fuck... now i don't trust him...

why don't i trust him...?? lol... i hate thieves... my shit always gets stolen... fuck... always... i have to lock up my shit because our house always has company over... always... and the people that come here aren't your friendly people... especially with this retard roger living here... all of his friends are either pot heads or tweekers... he's a hardcore alcoholic himself... i fucken hate him... right now he's the only person that i truely wish he would die... fuck... life would be alot better without him... everyone's life... even his parents... hahahaha... it's true... he's just a huge waste of time, space, energy and food... one of these days i'm going to break his face in... he gets all drunk and brave... i just don't want to kick his ass wile he's drunk... i want to get him slipping when he's sober... but my patience is running thin...

fuck... i don't want to stop typing... i'm so bored... sigh... but i also got bored of blogging... i don't want to keep typing because i might get all emo and start typing about my feelings... boo hoo... maybe tomorrow... yeah... mañana for sure...


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