stupid lying ass faggot... v2

So this jack ass is on this hook up site… his name is “MASKDLREQUIRED”…  check out his profile… LOL…

MASC GUY FOR OTHER MEN 28, 5'10", 207lb, 34w, Athletic, Black Hair, Shaved Body, Latino, Looking for 1-on-1 Sex, 3some/ Group Sex.

NO PIX HERE, TO DL SORRY FOR GOOD REASON,, IF UR DOWN WITH A MASC GOOD LOOKIN DUDE HIT IT UP,, NOT INTO FEMS OR GUYS THAT ACT RIDICULOUS, ONLY GOOD LOOKIN MEN LATIN OR WHITE,, NO ASIANS, BLACK, JUST PREFERENCE, RESPECT IT
NO PIX HERE, TO DL SORRY FOR GOOD REASON,, IF UR DOWN WITH A MASC GOOD LOOKIN DUDE HIT IT UP,, NOT INTO FEMS OR GUYS THAT ACT RIDICULOUS, ONLY GOOD LOOKIN MEN LATIN OR WHITE,, NO ASIANS, BLACK, JUST PREFERENCE, RESPECT IT

First of all… fuck you… you don’t have a picture up and aren’t gonna put one up…? Who the hell do you think you are…? Srsly…? Are you that much of a wuss that you don’t want some gay guy to know what you look like…? Wtf… do gay guys really go after this bullshit…? What guy is going to want to hook up or even talk to someone that …? That’s so stupid… fucken creep… anyways… I sent him a message… LOL… I really wanted to know his explanation or thought process on this retarded shaded ass profile… I asked him…

but you can have a pic in private... that way you control who sees you... no one is going to want to hook up with a complete stranger... at least a pic will make them want to hook up...

okay… I don’t think I told him anything to offend him… right…? I just said that he could have a picture in private and lock it from the public eyes… and I told him that no one in their right mind would want to fuck with a guy that doesn’t want to show a picture at all… unless they are weird dumb creepy fucks like him… damn sicko… who the hell does he think he is..? LOL… anyways… this is what he told me…

I've been hooking up bro with out pix.. math u should hide urs Cus looks like u need action but can't get any cuz of ur looks

Hahahaha… that shit was hilarious… I know he hasn’t been hooking up with no pics because his profile is 2 days old… unless you’re finding some nasty ass fucks that are aid’s infected, then I’ll believe you… anyways… this fucker is straight out trying to insult me… that’s funny… I don’t know if I had it coming… but to be honest, it was shocking to me… I was like… WTF…? Srsly…? Are they talking shit to they…? Whatever… this is what I pm’d him back…

hahaha... i didn't hit you up to hate, i thought i was giving advice... if that's the kind of person you really are, then that's just sad... it all makes sense... 
and if you want to insult someone, learn how to spell... why should i "math" anything...? LOL... i trip out when i hook up with men with wedding rings that say they're straight but love sucking dick... i know you're one of them... just a scared cock sucking fag with a horrible personality... i hope you don't have kids...

hahaha… I know that shit hurt his feelings… it would hurt my feelings… but fuck that guy… he deserves it… what a total jack ass… okay, I’m gonna switch it up now…

what the fuck is really going on with the world…? Was that how it was back in the day… all kinds of married men looking for an anonymous dick to sit on…? Sick mother fuckers… why marry your wife and have kids if you’re all about the shaft…? Does that make sense to anyone…? It doesn’t make sense to me… it’s stupid… why are you guys stupid now…? Why can’t you just accept the fact that you were born gay…? Who cares what your friends and family think for a day or two… they’ll get over it… it’s easy and not a big deal… why do you have to ruin lives living in a lie..? your poor wife… your poor kids… man… imagine they found out that mom left dad because he’s a cock sucking bottom aids infected whore…

okay… I’m not going to be all hypocrite and say I’ve never fucked a straight man… I have… and I have always asked them… “how does this make you feel…?” LOL… some guys get all offended and mad… I don’t give a fuck… I tell them the truth… how can they sit there tell me that they’re straight when they’re tonsil deep on my dick…? Not trying to sound graphic, but it’s true… that’s not being straight… straight guys don’t chow on man’s meat… that’s gay… and lying about it… that’s faggotry right there… I met one man in the past that was honest about it… I asked if he was married and he said yes… with kids… his family thinks he’s working overtime… then he started crying… “my family loves me, worships the ground I walk on, and here I am sucking dick like a fag” I wanted to crack up… but I guess it was sad…

wait… that shit is not sad… fuck that guy… he’s a dick… lying to his family and denying it… be a man mother fucker… and stop sucking dick… if you want to be with a man, come out of the closet, leave your wife and pay for your kids therapy… I guess the moral of my story is if you’re gay… don’t get married like a straight man… HAHAHHAA… nothing’s wrong with being gay… just don’t live a lie… btw… 95% of so called “bisexuals” are not bisexuals… they’re perverted ass nymphomaniacs… like me… LOL… 

stupid faggots and their silly drama...

i wrote this on January 18, 2012... but i forgot to publish it... or i thought i did... i dunno... that was probably when my "E" key fucked up and got tired of doing stuff... whatever... it's just some drama i had with this random faggot on this gay smashing website... LOL... scope it out... 

Check out what this faggot from Beverly Hills wrote to me on this gay website… jeez… okay… well to start… I have this profile at this site… yeah, I know it’s wack or whatever, but where else am I gonna meet a gay man like me…? Fuck gay bars… fuck pride parades… bah humbug to the entire “gay scene”… so this fag from BH decides to make it his job to try to educate me on the “gay scene”… okay… on my profile I put that “not into the "scene"... i'm out, but i only have straight friends...” that’s exactly what it says on my profile… so then this twat named “Snugglejuggle” sends me this…

Snugglejuggle (26 mins ago) 'not into the "scene"... i'm out, but i only have straight friends'

All due respect, there's nothing wrong with the scene or having gay friends. Often times, gay people understand each other better having gone through great struggles and similar stories of loss and triumph. Gay people are some of the most well rounded, artistic, well spoken, compassionate people I know and I'm proud to call them friends. You seem like a great person, but it is a little unfortunate that you felt the need to claim (with pride) that you don't have gay friends...on a gay site...where you're looking to meet gay people. You almost make it sound as though being in the company of fellow gays is a sin and wrong. You may not know it or realize it, but you writing you don't have gay friends and prefer straight friends and telling gay people that (as an attempt to knock them) has a lot of internalized homophobia behind it. More often than not, a black person would not go on a black oriented social networking/dating site and say "ONLY hang out with white people and white friends. sorry, don't do black friends"...they would be called out for their ignorance, yet since it's very convenient to hate on gays, it's unfortunate to see fellow gays kicking us while we're already down. This life is too short to live it for others....be you-do you- and don't care about what others precieve you as.

All my best

Dood… srsly… shut the fuck up and learn how to write paragraphs… man… at first I thought nothing of it… I sent him a message saying “LOL” and that’s it… HAHAHAHA… fuck him… but then he sends me another two that said this…

Snugglejuggle (16 mins ago) Your dad may have raised you with 'good ol fashioned values'...but we all know what that means. Machismo homophobia. I would think as a Latino gay instead of wanting to perpetuate more latin homophobia toward our community, you'd want to shift attitudes, but instead...you're no better than the worst homophobe. The difference between them and you is...you happen to still love the dick, and have daddy issues. Before you preach about not hanging out with gays....sorry amigo....you ARE gay, on a G-A-Y ass website looking for other gays to do *gay* things with. No matter how straight ACTING (emphasis on acting) you are and how much you rim heterosexuals and the ground they walk on while looking down on gays who are well adjusted and comfortable in their skin.....you still gay. lol.

And…

Snugglejuggle (13 mins ago) you know...I actually do resent that I stooped below polite and got disrespectful. I regret that as I meant to actually open a mature, honest, respectful dialogue when I wrote you. but I don't think my words will have an impact on you today. some day you'll realize what I mean- and you'll not care what others think, but till then....our values are different. Best of luck either way

Then……. He blocks me…. WTFMOTHEFUCKENFAGGOTMOUTH from Beverly Hills… fuck dumb bitch fag had to block me… man… so I wrote to a friend to relay him a message I wrote… and this is it…

thanks for changing my life... you're a regular dr phil... HAHAHAHA...

you obviously need to learn how to read... stop putting words into my profile and go troll somewhere else... go make a commercial with wanda psykes... i do not have macho attitude or anything... i know i'm gay... i just don't party with gays... hense, not in the "gay scene"... i don't go out, drink or do anything... no parties and crap... not because i don't want to hang around gays... just because i don't do that stuff... my friends are all straight, because i do stuff other straight guys like to do...

you need to take a step  back and realize you don't know enough by just reading a profile to start talking crap... honestly... who the hell do you think you are...? i know i'm gay... do you know what you are...? jeez... if other gay people are like you, i'm glad i don't go to pride events... and if someone would tell me what you just told me in person, i would've started swinging... it would look like gay bashing... but it's just a humbling you deserve...

don't judge anyone and don't try to "educate" or preach nonsense... go troll some where else...

thx...

hahaha… damn gay troll… but srsly… who the hell does he think he is…? He was acting worse than a stupid Christian… fuck… now I know what other people think of gays… 

man, i'm fucken nuts...

Why are they called two way mirrors..? you can’t see thru it from the front, but you can only see in thru the back of it… that’s only one way…? That’s so stupid… I hate people that name shit dumb or wrong… like I just learned that a snap back is a hat with the adjustable scrap… fuck… those shit’s been around for years… decades… and just now they get a “cool” name… fucken people… what the hell is their problem…? Before this turns into an #dubstepisstupid post, I’m gonna change it all quick like…

On the forum some guy’s friend’s father just died… at 2am… that’s hard… the pics he showed on the thread totally messed me up… he invited me to his house to pick up a coral, but I didn’t want to go and see his friend dieing of cancer… it scared me… I can honestly that cancer terrifies me… I saw a couple of people waste away and die from it including my mother… I hate it… it terrifies me… I instantly break down if I know they have it… it’s even made me a terrible person… I was dating this one guy that had cancer in remission… once he told me, I kept my distance and stopped talking to him… why did I do that…? I guess I had to protect myself… I don’t want to go thru that whole ordeal again… if I can prevent myself from losing a loved one, I will… even if that means I won’t find happiness with that person… am I a fool..? am I selfish…? Man I don’t know… but I’ve done this twice and I don’t know what to think of myself when I think about it…

I just hope that they think I’m an asshole… that way they don’t know the truth… they don’t know that I’m scared of their disease… man that is horrible… I’m a horrible person… I hurt them more than they deserve… the second guy I was dating ended up getting diagnosed with leukemia… after that, I just stood away… I remember him writing shit on myspace like “now that I have cancer, I know who my true friends are”… fuck, that tore me up… I’m so sorry… but I can’t just tell him the truth… what am I going to say…? “I don’t want to get close to you because you have cancer and you might die…” fuck… that’s the truth… but I can’t say it… I wouldn’t know what to say…

A friend of mine told me that what I was doing is sacrificing people… part of my god complex… no matter how hard I try, I can’t stop it… it’s embedded in my DNA… it can’t be fixed… I put a post on that kid’s thread… I told him that his friend needs him more than ever… and how horrible losing someone to cancer is… I probably put up too much information, but I think I needed to vent a little… I miss my mom every day… I hate the thought of forgetting her voice, face, persona that I think about her all the time… but I think it’s happening… I have a horrible memory… I forget stuff all the time… so I’m making an effort... my garden, all my plants, trees, shrubs, flowers are to remember her… I’m trying to recreate what she once accomplished… after her death, my dad tore out all of her plants… I guess they all reminded him of her… memories and terrible thoughts secretly tucked away in his conscious… it eats away at him now… I can feel it…

The way we cope is crazy… always different one person from the other… but what I did notice is that we all changed… all of us… my entire family changed once my mom passed… I was a grade A student… my dad was a distant but caring parent… my sisters all went on a rampage looking for love in the wrong places after her death… cancer kills more than people, it changes life… I wonder all the time what I would be doing if my mom didn’t die from cancer… would I have graduated high school…? Gone to a better college and become a veterinarian or psychologist like planned…? Shit totally trips me out… but I hate this… I hate what I become… this thing inside of me… that makes me praise and feed something…  to love and be loved back at my command… to create an environment totally depending on my interactions and decision… the drive to control and manipulate everything… to make things suffer at my will… to watch them die slowly and painfully… to know that I can control a life…

It scares me… I want it gone…