my retarded neighbor and the welfare office...

i'm gonna write about yesterday and today... LOL... i laugh because it involves macoy... i'm not sure if i've blogged about him before... but anyways... he's my neighbor's nephew... lives next door too... 26 years old, and has amount to nothing... fail...

yesterday, coyo and I went to the freaken welfare office... fuck... the welfare office... no i'm not on welfare... i had to do a lot of paper work for my kids there... their names don't match their social security cards and there, so i couldn't get medical insurance... some bullshit like that... so we get there at 9am... it opens at 8... i got seen, then sat back down... two hours after i sat down these fools start texting me in the group text about a raiders game... jose doesn't want to go this time since it's his girls birthday... he went last year, that was fucked up... LOL... so he's like, nah, i'm gonna stay... so macoy was like... i thought her birthday was earlier that month... OMG, who the fuck is going to know more... her fucken boyfriend, or the lame fuck that lives next door... so that kind of got me on edge... he always says stupid shit like that... he assumes and just pisses everyone off... but i didn't say anything...

so then i say, i'll go... last year jose and I shared a room... so macoy says, "so you gonna get your own room pato?" and i was like... yes... i don't care, i'm not gonna sleep in a room packed full of men and i want to sleep on a bed, not the floor... so then he's like... why...? oh my fucken god... i just told you idiot... so then i text... "it's like talking to andre" meaning my 6 year old son... then he says... why don't you just neglect me the way you neglect him... oh fuck................... yeah, he totally said that... i don't neglect my kids... that shit got me heated... i've been in a place with nothing but low life retards for hours now, and he decides to text me that bullshit... so then i put... "you should know right...? like your dad..." his dad was a total asshole, and left his family... lol... so then he put, "abandonment is different than neglect" then i put... "don't ever talk about my parenting you mental midget... you don't know what the fuck i do... everyone else sees my struggle and shit i do... obviously you don't because you're too busy living the good life on your hard working uncle's couch... you clueless fuck..."

i'm serious... all this guy does is mooch off his uncle... fucker lives there for free, and doesn't even think about picking up the broom or anything... shit... eats all of agui's food, and uses all of their laundry soap... anyways... then he says... "all you do? oh you mean yell at them?"...; hell yeah i yell at them... they're kids... they fuck shit up... if i don't yell, they'll cut their arms off... LOL... so i put...  "you officially made it to the dumbest people i know list... you're right next to roger... because you're agui's roger..." LOL... that cracks me up... roger is like the lowest of the low lives... he knows that too... comparing him to roger must've really hurt his feelings... because then he stop texting stupid shit, and he put "truth hurts"... it doesn't hurt me at all... it just pisses me off that this guy is supposed to be a homie, yet, he always shoves his fat foot in his mouth, and we're supposed to act like it's cool..? fuck this... .then i put... "macoy, if you don't shut  your useless mouth, i'm gonna punch it shut... this is a warning... i will have no remorse if i do it in front of your family..." "you never talk about that shit retard... i never made fun of your retarded eyes, useless upbringing, your dad or about you being a leech... if getting your teeth punched out helps you get a clue, i'd gladly do it..."

then i waited a while and he didn't reply... so i put "TAN TAN!..." lol... that's the end of all mexican songs... tan tan... my dad used to say that after he would give us a lecture or talk shit to us to be a clown... but we never laughed and nether did he... he was crazy like that... so anyways... he put... "tan tan-if you think you can" LOL... then i said, "fuck off and die fat and alone..." then he replied "same to you" LOL... i laugh... like if i'm scared of him... i've fought with way bigger fools than him... he might have 80 pounds on me and about 10 inches taller... i'll still kick his face in... and he knows that... my phone died at the welfare office... the fucken welfare office... fuck... anyways... my phone dies... i sent coyo to go to my phone and charge it for a while... i had to call someone to pick up my kids... i was stuck there... so we got our neighbor christy... i was sweating it big time... fuck, i felt like just jamming to go pick them up myself, but i had to be there...

hours passed, i got a text from macoy... a direct text from this bitch... he put... "i want to apologize for my rudeness. i overreacted and spoke with anger. i should've kept my opinions to myself, with that said i apologize again. please watch what you say next time and i wil do the same. no matter who started it lets keep the peace" so i responded the manliest way i could think of... "FUCK YOU!..." he replies with "your loss"... LOL... really...? what the fuck am i gonna lose...? seriously... at that time, i had already talked to jose over the phone and javier... i told them that i was going to punch this retard in the face... i'm tired of his ridiculous attitude... maybe it will help him out... snap him into reality... i was even picturing how i was going to punch him... coyo even noticed that i was thinking about it, because i was frowning in anger... LOL... i would talk like normal, turn around and my forehead would wrinkle up all mad... HAHAHA... i couldn't control it... it was hilarious...

so then i took a screen shot of the apology and me cussing him out and send it to the rest of the guys for a laugh... then jose kept telling him to apologize to jose and javier... i don't know why... LOL.... it was funny... macoy says to them... "i already apologized to gumbii, if he's all mad still, that's his problem" fuck... so i had to write something about that... because one, i'm not mad, i'm HEATED UP!!!... i even announced it on twitter saying that i was going to punch him in the chin... okay, so hours passed and i finally got home at 4.30... fuck... from 9am to 4.30 in the afternoon... AT THE FUCKEN WELFARE OFFICE!!!!!!!!!!... jeez... i get home, and i look at my phone... all kinds of stuff was being said, but i just glanced through it... macoy is usually outside at that time, but he was inside his house hiding... what a fag...

so then i texted the group this... "i never apologize... i mean everything i say, even when i'm kidding... i have no regrets for anything i say or do... i am a man of his word, so i never have to take anything back... an apology is nothing but an admittance of weakness... i am an adult... i think before i say anything... i take consideration for others feelings, and i expect other adults to do the same thing.. if needed to i will defend myself, no matter what form of communication, be it text, online, phone call or face to face i will defend myself... i just spent 7 and a half hours in an office full of fuck ups just to fix matthew's paperwork, and i have to go again tuesday... if i wasn't so spent, i would've called out the kid... that's another thing... i'm done with macoy... every other text from him is just garbage that gets me mad... he's a huge waste for me... i'm done thinking him as a little kid and will now on treat him like an adult... even though we all know the truth... he obviously knows nothing about a real family and said what he said..." that was one text... fuck, the biggest text i've ever sent...

here's the other text... "i got rid of roger, then tony, i can do the same for him... his ignorance knows no bounds... at some point it has to be his fault, so i'm not blaming his parents anymore... i taught pietro how to roll over in one day, but i can't make this guy grab a fucken clue... just like jose and agui, i'm giving up on him..." and that's that... he hasn't text anyone after them two text messages... i think i got my point across... maybe he learned his lesson...? i really doubt it, but we'll see... fuck... i don't know why i said what i said, but i think it was because i was at THE WELFARE OFFICE!!!!... fuck... i'm still pissed that i have to go back tuesday... jeez... oh well... shit i have to go through for my kids right... sigh... well life goes on... everyday is a battle...

on a lighter side... i met someone... i really like this guy... so my day yesterday was fucked up, but the evening wasn't... it was quite nice... then today i went ot court for that traffic thing, and the judge dismissed my case... fucken awesome... i was also the first case of the day... i ran out of the court house and made it to ariana's (my daughter's) graduation thingy... i thought i was going to miss it.... and i'm glad i didn't... i think today's gonna be a good day... gotta go tend to my garden... thanks for reading...