taking the garbage to the curb baby...

sunday, may 26 2013

yeah, i know it's been a long ass time... and i know that i always say that i'm going to do it again and i don't... so what... sue me... lol... it's jsut that i always have shit to do... right now i don't go to forums and well, i ain't doing anything else... LOL... okay, this time for reals...

i want to start off saying that i wish a ton of love and luck to my boy james... everyone send good vibes his way... even though you don't know him... just say to youself... "good luck james, everything is going to get better soon" thank you...

first of all... i'm going to vent this shit that i have been holding back for like ever... lol... i hate faggots... fuck... i hate being gay... this fucken sucks ass... i can't find a decent guy... i can't find a man that calls himself to be a man and that turns out to be a man... i always meet guys that are masculine, but when it comes down to it, are huge fucken bitches... fuck... why do they have to pleague my life with drama...? why..?¿ do they just need to cause drama and conflict..? that's so fucken stupid... i don't know if i want to get into the details... i probably shouldn't because there might be a faggot that goes onto my blog just to see if i talk about this other dude... fuck... what a pathetic piece of human garbage...

you wanna know what the best part is...? that both of you guys will be out of my life for now on... i don't have to hear or see any of you... you guys can have eachother, and live with your black eyes and busted up faces... that's the only way you guys are ever going to be happy... go ahead and live in chaos... i'm over it... i have my kids, and my own bull shit to stress over... and if that little bitch wants to come cause trouble with me... fuck... look... i don't get violent to hurt something... i get violent to destroy... that's the only purpose to fight... to destroy... i'm not gonna stop until you stop moving... i've done it before, and i'm not afraid to do it again... i will do whatever it takes to defend myself and my family... i will not hold back or have any remorse for what will happen to you... i already have 666 and the bapheomet seal of satan permanently on my chest... what's another sin... i'm going to hell anyways...

another thing i want to talk about... i'm on this app on my phone to find other fags... i'm looking for guys to date, but everyone here just wants to suck my dick... do they realy think i'm going to let some random ass stranger put their teeth around my dick...? fuck you... lol.. anyways... hold on, let me look at my phone... i'm gonna talk shit about some dumb fuck's messages... fuck, he pissed me off... hold on... okay i finally found it... fuck, i wish i could cut and past it here... but i can't... so let me just set it up and quote shit on here... this black guy hits me up... i'm cool talking to black guys, but i'm not doing to fool around, date or anything else with them... not racist, it just doesn't work for me... same goes for asian or namaste indian guys... i don't know what to call them... LOL... anyways... the conversation started out like this...

him... "hey cutie pie" me "yo..." him... "man your bald head really turns me on, i bet it's baby smooth and i won't be able to get my hands off of you" (omg that's so super cheezy... what fag is going to fall for that shit..???? me "i have a ton of hair right now... and thx i guess... " him "no problem, how you doing today?" me "i'm cool, helping my kids with their homework..." (i always throw my kids in the conversation when i'm talking to some fool i don't want to talk to anymore... LOL...) him "have you ever been with a blk man before?" oh fuck... that question... so i said... "i've never been with a black man before, they aren't really my type..." then he said... "well, i guess this conversation is over since you're racist and very prejudice, i really don't like to people who they are better then other people in different races... what ever to" and that's it... i'm gonna start another paragraph...

what the fuck..??? seriously... what the fuck did i say that made me racist and prejudice...? i said black guys aren't my type... and that's it... fuck you for calling me a racist... i'm fucken mexican... you guys have a shitload of tv shows and networks dedicated to  your horrible lifestyle, and mexicans only got networks and shows that show in mexico... we don't get treated the same as you guys do in this country... i'm the minority here not you... how the fuck could i be reverse racist on your black ass...? how... fuck you're so damn stupid... so i said... "i'm not a racist or anything... it's just that i don't get turned on or anything by black or asian men... i'm a mexican that goes after white men... i hear them say it to me all the time, and it doesn't stop me from trying to be their friend... but some people just can't tolerate it..." then he throws this at me... "but arestill prejudice... so it nothing else need to says... i really don't like to talk to ignorant people like that... so this conversation is over" oh fuck... i need to start another paragraph for this one...

fuck you asshole for calling me ignorant... i gave you a legitimate explaination and reason, but obviously your stupid ass can't understand english... fuck... and he's calling me ignorant...? look at this fucken retard here... i take the word ignorant like a real insult... i am not ignorant... this is what i replied to him... "LOL... that's like you getting mad for me not being attracted to a woman... you see how stupid that sounds...? some of my straight friends like skinny chicks, other's like fat chicks... does that make them prejudice...? no... you're freken retarded... don't call me ignorant... i know english and i know how to comprehend it... you obviously don't... so fuck you and die you dumb fuck..." and i blocked him... that's right... i get the last word all the time... LOL... i'm such an asshole... but i'm not an ignorant prejudice racist gay... that's for sure... hahahaha... anyways...

don't go around getting all upset over what goes on in the internetz... it's not real... how can someone get all mad over a tiny comment that someone made on the internet... today i wrote "perhaps" on instagram, and all hell broke loose... did i mean it..? no... was i playing...? yes i was... but what happened happened... i don't care enought to fix it... i'm a man... you want to know how a man deals with bullshit...? a man does two things... he either fixes it, or if it's broken, throws it away... i'm not going to fix that drama... so i rather throw it in the garbage where it belongs... i'm done her... i'll try to blog at least every other day... if not every day... i'm talking to a lot of fags right now, so you know i'll need to vent some shit...

thank you guys for reading, i love you all...

so i got into a fight... again... KUMQUAT TREE!!!...

Today… I got into a fight… like, a real fight… man, let me tell you how it all went down… HAHAHA…

Okay, so you guys know I hate roger and I hope he dies soon… right…? Well, yesterday and today he’s been drinking and acting all stupid… yesterday, I started digging up my front yard to flip over the dirt… for some reason, he just started talking shit to nena… he was like, I know he’s putting stuff into your head, and blah blah blah… man, I really don’t give a fuck what they do… they’re adults, I’m an adult… solve your own freaken problems… anyways… he was all drinking and causing a scene… I have patience, so I just let him have his little moments… but man, he was embarrassing me and nena so bad…

He was even walking around the street all tough… LOL… jose felt like kicking his ass because as he walked into pepper’s house, he was walking all tough backwards and almost fell over… we all had a laugh, but I think that made it worse… so… then nena left… she basically left me home alone with the kids and that retard… I was outside shoveling dirt around, and jose was keeping me company… then he heard roger saying something about he was going to pull out my plants once I plant them… LOL… so I asked him… “what did you say…?” he came to me and was like… “nah, I just wanted to say that I want to plant some palm trees right here”

I knew about the palm trees… nena had told me before that he wanted palm trees… and I told her no… wtf..? palm trees…? That’s fucken stupid… I’m on a mission hunting down some awesome rare fruit trees… and he wants to plant some useless tall cheap trees… fuck… he’s so retarded… so then I say… “no…” he’s like… “but, what are you gonna plant?” and I say… “whatever I fucken feel like it…” by this time I’m already pissed off… btw, I had a shovel in my hand… he’s like… “but too bad, I want palm trees” so then I looked up… HAHAHA… I looked up and told him… “who the fuck are you to have any sort of say at this house…? This is my house… you want palm trees, and I already told you no once… that should be enough… shit… I rather ask my dog Buddha what trees he wants in the front than you… you’re a silly little joke… go away…”

So then he left… then got mad, and I dunno… I didn’t see him for like 20 minutes… jose left, and that dude came back… roger was like… “I’m sorry gumbii, I know I’m acting all stupid, and I want to help you, so what do I do?” I looked at him, and said… “nothing… go over there or somewhere not here… thanks…” so then he left… HAHAHAHA… whatever… then he was still acting stupid, and whatever… I forgot what else happened… I think he went to his room, and I took a shower and slept… this morning I guess they were still going at it… he was all drunk still, and causing scenes… so whatever… I told nena that I was going to kick his ass… and she was like… whatever… LOL…

So… i came back from the gym, and I saw that he was bleeding… LOL… nena punched him in the face and her huge diamond ring cut his face… hahahaha… so he made a scene, and tried to call the cops on her… HA… so then i came inside, and picked up the kids… when I came back, he was gone… I had sexy googles and a friend named gina come and play PS3… so we chilled, played and stuff… so then I had to go pick up the little girl from school… when I came back, he was here talking shit to nena I guess… I’m really not sure… but he said something about my face… and let me tell you… I had had it right there… fuck… I started talking shit… I dogged him out and well… I got pissed…

After talking shit… he was like… “what do you want me to do?” I said… “get the fuck out of here…!” and put my hand on him… I was kind of pushing him out with my sharp nails… then he stopped, so I put both hands on him and shoved him harder… he held his body up and tried to make me flinch… fuck… big mistake stupid… I didn’t even hesitate… I punched him in the face with my right… a quick left, and another right… then I shoved him hard and sent him flying… he landed near my new kumquat tree… (YAY KUMQUAT TREE!!!) his head slammed into the brick walls… and landed kind of wedged there… so I got on top of him and just started punching his face as hard as I could… I think I landed about 6 solid hits…

He somehow flipped over face down… I punched him again but it kind of hurt my hand… that pissed me off even more… I punched him in the back of his neck with my left and then with my right I punched him in the back of the head as hard as I could… I cut his head with my rings plus smashed his head on the dirt… so I couldn’t punch his face any more, so I went in for the kill… I bit him… yeah I know… I bit him in the back of the head sick… I put my hands on his face, and scratched him sick… as I was running my sharp ass nails on his face, I felt my left pointer finger go into his eye and I tried my hardest to get his eye out, but he turned a little… I really planned to blind him… if I could, I would’ve pulled his freaken eye out, I swear…

So I scratched his face nasty… deep ass cuts… then I put my weight on his head smearing his face on the dirt… LOL…. Man… then somehow I started to hear things around me… I heard nena screaming, “stop, chacha (my little girl) is crying” so I stopped… I got up, and he tried to get up, but I kicked him in the back of the head with my ankle… right into the bricks too… so he slowed down and crawled up again… I said, “get the fuck out now!!!” and kicked him like three times to get out… fuck… it was hilarious… then he turned around, and I saw his face… he was bleeding like crazy… fuck… I didn’t know I destroyed the kid that bad… but that’s what he gets… screaming shit out and walking around saying “this is my house!” fucken retard… every time he gets drunk, someone ends up beating his ass or running him over on purpose… and still he doesn’t learn his lesson… wow…

It was crazy… happened super fast, but he has to understand that I’m not a joke… just because I don’t fight all the time doesn’t mean I’m never gonna kick his ass… before, I let him say whatever he wants, but it’s different now… I’m tired of his shit… and I know that I’m going to keep kicking his ass every time he deserves it… I’m not a violent person… LOL… well, try not to be, but when I’m pushed, someone is going to get destroyed… he swears that he could kick his ass… man… no one knows that I can kick ass… I dodged two good swings but that’s all he threw out… kind of sad and funny at once…

Oh well… I’m tired, today rocked, and at the gym right now, I beat jose and macoy at racquetball 6 games out of 8… woo hoo… totally made those bitches run… what you got on my gearbox racket fuckers… 18ga string at 35lbs in your motha fucken mouf!!!...