my retarded neighbor and the welfare office...

i'm gonna write about yesterday and today... LOL... i laugh because it involves macoy... i'm not sure if i've blogged about him before... but anyways... he's my neighbor's nephew... lives next door too... 26 years old, and has amount to nothing... fail...

yesterday, coyo and I went to the freaken welfare office... fuck... the welfare office... no i'm not on welfare... i had to do a lot of paper work for my kids there... their names don't match their social security cards and there, so i couldn't get medical insurance... some bullshit like that... so we get there at 9am... it opens at 8... i got seen, then sat back down... two hours after i sat down these fools start texting me in the group text about a raiders game... jose doesn't want to go this time since it's his girls birthday... he went last year, that was fucked up... LOL... so he's like, nah, i'm gonna stay... so macoy was like... i thought her birthday was earlier that month... OMG, who the fuck is going to know more... her fucken boyfriend, or the lame fuck that lives next door... so that kind of got me on edge... he always says stupid shit like that... he assumes and just pisses everyone off... but i didn't say anything...

so then i say, i'll go... last year jose and I shared a room... so macoy says, "so you gonna get your own room pato?" and i was like... yes... i don't care, i'm not gonna sleep in a room packed full of men and i want to sleep on a bed, not the floor... so then he's like... why...? oh my fucken god... i just told you idiot... so then i text... "it's like talking to andre" meaning my 6 year old son... then he says... why don't you just neglect me the way you neglect him... oh fuck................... yeah, he totally said that... i don't neglect my kids... that shit got me heated... i've been in a place with nothing but low life retards for hours now, and he decides to text me that bullshit... so then i put... "you should know right...? like your dad..." his dad was a total asshole, and left his family... lol... so then he put, "abandonment is different than neglect" then i put... "don't ever talk about my parenting you mental midget... you don't know what the fuck i do... everyone else sees my struggle and shit i do... obviously you don't because you're too busy living the good life on your hard working uncle's couch... you clueless fuck..."

i'm serious... all this guy does is mooch off his uncle... fucker lives there for free, and doesn't even think about picking up the broom or anything... shit... eats all of agui's food, and uses all of their laundry soap... anyways... then he says... "all you do? oh you mean yell at them?"...; hell yeah i yell at them... they're kids... they fuck shit up... if i don't yell, they'll cut their arms off... LOL... so i put...  "you officially made it to the dumbest people i know list... you're right next to roger... because you're agui's roger..." LOL... that cracks me up... roger is like the lowest of the low lives... he knows that too... comparing him to roger must've really hurt his feelings... because then he stop texting stupid shit, and he put "truth hurts"... it doesn't hurt me at all... it just pisses me off that this guy is supposed to be a homie, yet, he always shoves his fat foot in his mouth, and we're supposed to act like it's cool..? fuck this... .then i put... "macoy, if you don't shut  your useless mouth, i'm gonna punch it shut... this is a warning... i will have no remorse if i do it in front of your family..." "you never talk about that shit retard... i never made fun of your retarded eyes, useless upbringing, your dad or about you being a leech... if getting your teeth punched out helps you get a clue, i'd gladly do it..."

then i waited a while and he didn't reply... so i put "TAN TAN!..." lol... that's the end of all mexican songs... tan tan... my dad used to say that after he would give us a lecture or talk shit to us to be a clown... but we never laughed and nether did he... he was crazy like that... so anyways... he put... "tan tan-if you think you can" LOL... then i said, "fuck off and die fat and alone..." then he replied "same to you" LOL... i laugh... like if i'm scared of him... i've fought with way bigger fools than him... he might have 80 pounds on me and about 10 inches taller... i'll still kick his face in... and he knows that... my phone died at the welfare office... the fucken welfare office... fuck... anyways... my phone dies... i sent coyo to go to my phone and charge it for a while... i had to call someone to pick up my kids... i was stuck there... so we got our neighbor christy... i was sweating it big time... fuck, i felt like just jamming to go pick them up myself, but i had to be there...

hours passed, i got a text from macoy... a direct text from this bitch... he put... "i want to apologize for my rudeness. i overreacted and spoke with anger. i should've kept my opinions to myself, with that said i apologize again. please watch what you say next time and i wil do the same. no matter who started it lets keep the peace" so i responded the manliest way i could think of... "FUCK YOU!..." he replies with "your loss"... LOL... really...? what the fuck am i gonna lose...? seriously... at that time, i had already talked to jose over the phone and javier... i told them that i was going to punch this retard in the face... i'm tired of his ridiculous attitude... maybe it will help him out... snap him into reality... i was even picturing how i was going to punch him... coyo even noticed that i was thinking about it, because i was frowning in anger... LOL... i would talk like normal, turn around and my forehead would wrinkle up all mad... HAHAHA... i couldn't control it... it was hilarious...

so then i took a screen shot of the apology and me cussing him out and send it to the rest of the guys for a laugh... then jose kept telling him to apologize to jose and javier... i don't know why... LOL.... it was funny... macoy says to them... "i already apologized to gumbii, if he's all mad still, that's his problem" fuck... so i had to write something about that... because one, i'm not mad, i'm HEATED UP!!!... i even announced it on twitter saying that i was going to punch him in the chin... okay, so hours passed and i finally got home at 4.30... fuck... from 9am to 4.30 in the afternoon... AT THE FUCKEN WELFARE OFFICE!!!!!!!!!!... jeez... i get home, and i look at my phone... all kinds of stuff was being said, but i just glanced through it... macoy is usually outside at that time, but he was inside his house hiding... what a fag...

so then i texted the group this... "i never apologize... i mean everything i say, even when i'm kidding... i have no regrets for anything i say or do... i am a man of his word, so i never have to take anything back... an apology is nothing but an admittance of weakness... i am an adult... i think before i say anything... i take consideration for others feelings, and i expect other adults to do the same thing.. if needed to i will defend myself, no matter what form of communication, be it text, online, phone call or face to face i will defend myself... i just spent 7 and a half hours in an office full of fuck ups just to fix matthew's paperwork, and i have to go again tuesday... if i wasn't so spent, i would've called out the kid... that's another thing... i'm done with macoy... every other text from him is just garbage that gets me mad... he's a huge waste for me... i'm done thinking him as a little kid and will now on treat him like an adult... even though we all know the truth... he obviously knows nothing about a real family and said what he said..." that was one text... fuck, the biggest text i've ever sent...

here's the other text... "i got rid of roger, then tony, i can do the same for him... his ignorance knows no bounds... at some point it has to be his fault, so i'm not blaming his parents anymore... i taught pietro how to roll over in one day, but i can't make this guy grab a fucken clue... just like jose and agui, i'm giving up on him..." and that's that... he hasn't text anyone after them two text messages... i think i got my point across... maybe he learned his lesson...? i really doubt it, but we'll see... fuck... i don't know why i said what i said, but i think it was because i was at THE WELFARE OFFICE!!!!... fuck... i'm still pissed that i have to go back tuesday... jeez... oh well... shit i have to go through for my kids right... sigh... well life goes on... everyday is a battle...

on a lighter side... i met someone... i really like this guy... so my day yesterday was fucked up, but the evening wasn't... it was quite nice... then today i went ot court for that traffic thing, and the judge dismissed my case... fucken awesome... i was also the first case of the day... i ran out of the court house and made it to ariana's (my daughter's) graduation thingy... i thought i was going to miss it.... and i'm glad i didn't... i think today's gonna be a good day... gotta go tend to my garden... thanks for reading...

taking the garbage to the curb baby...

sunday, may 26 2013

yeah, i know it's been a long ass time... and i know that i always say that i'm going to do it again and i don't... so what... sue me... lol... it's jsut that i always have shit to do... right now i don't go to forums and well, i ain't doing anything else... LOL... okay, this time for reals...

i want to start off saying that i wish a ton of love and luck to my boy james... everyone send good vibes his way... even though you don't know him... just say to youself... "good luck james, everything is going to get better soon" thank you...

first of all... i'm going to vent this shit that i have been holding back for like ever... lol... i hate faggots... fuck... i hate being gay... this fucken sucks ass... i can't find a decent guy... i can't find a man that calls himself to be a man and that turns out to be a man... i always meet guys that are masculine, but when it comes down to it, are huge fucken bitches... fuck... why do they have to pleague my life with drama...? why..?¿ do they just need to cause drama and conflict..? that's so fucken stupid... i don't know if i want to get into the details... i probably shouldn't because there might be a faggot that goes onto my blog just to see if i talk about this other dude... fuck... what a pathetic piece of human garbage...

you wanna know what the best part is...? that both of you guys will be out of my life for now on... i don't have to hear or see any of you... you guys can have eachother, and live with your black eyes and busted up faces... that's the only way you guys are ever going to be happy... go ahead and live in chaos... i'm over it... i have my kids, and my own bull shit to stress over... and if that little bitch wants to come cause trouble with me... fuck... look... i don't get violent to hurt something... i get violent to destroy... that's the only purpose to fight... to destroy... i'm not gonna stop until you stop moving... i've done it before, and i'm not afraid to do it again... i will do whatever it takes to defend myself and my family... i will not hold back or have any remorse for what will happen to you... i already have 666 and the bapheomet seal of satan permanently on my chest... what's another sin... i'm going to hell anyways...

another thing i want to talk about... i'm on this app on my phone to find other fags... i'm looking for guys to date, but everyone here just wants to suck my dick... do they realy think i'm going to let some random ass stranger put their teeth around my dick...? fuck you... lol.. anyways... hold on, let me look at my phone... i'm gonna talk shit about some dumb fuck's messages... fuck, he pissed me off... hold on... okay i finally found it... fuck, i wish i could cut and past it here... but i can't... so let me just set it up and quote shit on here... this black guy hits me up... i'm cool talking to black guys, but i'm not doing to fool around, date or anything else with them... not racist, it just doesn't work for me... same goes for asian or namaste indian guys... i don't know what to call them... LOL... anyways... the conversation started out like this...

him... "hey cutie pie" me "yo..." him... "man your bald head really turns me on, i bet it's baby smooth and i won't be able to get my hands off of you" (omg that's so super cheezy... what fag is going to fall for that shit..???? me "i have a ton of hair right now... and thx i guess... " him "no problem, how you doing today?" me "i'm cool, helping my kids with their homework..." (i always throw my kids in the conversation when i'm talking to some fool i don't want to talk to anymore... LOL...) him "have you ever been with a blk man before?" oh fuck... that question... so i said... "i've never been with a black man before, they aren't really my type..." then he said... "well, i guess this conversation is over since you're racist and very prejudice, i really don't like to people who they are better then other people in different races... what ever to" and that's it... i'm gonna start another paragraph...

what the fuck..??? seriously... what the fuck did i say that made me racist and prejudice...? i said black guys aren't my type... and that's it... fuck you for calling me a racist... i'm fucken mexican... you guys have a shitload of tv shows and networks dedicated to  your horrible lifestyle, and mexicans only got networks and shows that show in mexico... we don't get treated the same as you guys do in this country... i'm the minority here not you... how the fuck could i be reverse racist on your black ass...? how... fuck you're so damn stupid... so i said... "i'm not a racist or anything... it's just that i don't get turned on or anything by black or asian men... i'm a mexican that goes after white men... i hear them say it to me all the time, and it doesn't stop me from trying to be their friend... but some people just can't tolerate it..." then he throws this at me... "but arestill prejudice... so it nothing else need to says... i really don't like to talk to ignorant people like that... so this conversation is over" oh fuck... i need to start another paragraph for this one...

fuck you asshole for calling me ignorant... i gave you a legitimate explaination and reason, but obviously your stupid ass can't understand english... fuck... and he's calling me ignorant...? look at this fucken retard here... i take the word ignorant like a real insult... i am not ignorant... this is what i replied to him... "LOL... that's like you getting mad for me not being attracted to a woman... you see how stupid that sounds...? some of my straight friends like skinny chicks, other's like fat chicks... does that make them prejudice...? no... you're freken retarded... don't call me ignorant... i know english and i know how to comprehend it... you obviously don't... so fuck you and die you dumb fuck..." and i blocked him... that's right... i get the last word all the time... LOL... i'm such an asshole... but i'm not an ignorant prejudice racist gay... that's for sure... hahahaha... anyways...

don't go around getting all upset over what goes on in the internetz... it's not real... how can someone get all mad over a tiny comment that someone made on the internet... today i wrote "perhaps" on instagram, and all hell broke loose... did i mean it..? no... was i playing...? yes i was... but what happened happened... i don't care enought to fix it... i'm a man... you want to know how a man deals with bullshit...? a man does two things... he either fixes it, or if it's broken, throws it away... i'm not going to fix that drama... so i rather throw it in the garbage where it belongs... i'm done her... i'll try to blog at least every other day... if not every day... i'm talking to a lot of fags right now, so you know i'll need to vent some shit...

thank you guys for reading, i love you all...

i hate hippies but ♥ chickens... read on...

Yeah, yeah, yeah… I didn’t keep making my blogs, so what, you wanna fight about it…? Anyways… I want to talk about people that I hate a bit… that’s right… hippies…

Well, not all hippies are bad… I really ♥ sue from BYC… but some tree hugging retards need to get a real life reality check… just because everyone thinks it’s cool to be politically correct, or at least sound so, put their un needed two cents into all kinds of bull shit… well… let me setup the story all quick… so there’s this Hasidic jewish thingy where they get a chicken, pray some weird shit… twirl it over their heads, and then kill it because obviously, the chicken got all man’s sins… I know, it doesn’t sound that bad really… so, there’s this petition going around to ban that shit… OMG, what the fuck… I got so mad when I read that… well, let me quote the stupid thread… hold on…

Susan rudnicki
I got this notice through my membership in United Poultry Concerns, a group which looks to the humane treatment of all fowl and pressing for their protection. This petition concerns the Jewish orthodox ritual of kaporos, which involves swinging a live bird through the air, gripping it by the wings and intoning words to transfer the human's sins to the helpless animal. Then, the birds are butchered. Most of this occurs in front of children of all ages, a desensitization of children's natural fears for animal pain. Many birds are dumped in the rain or hot sun if not used in the ritual, and are crated without food or water for days before and after. The petition site explains the many rabbis who have deplored this practice as not being supported by the Torah or Jewish teachings. Please help us stop this awful, cruel practice

So of course I was the first one to post… let me copy what I put up the first time… LOL…

Gumbii garcia
man... i understand when they regulate egg factories, hatcheries and butchers/stuff... but when it's a religion... that's a tough one... that's like telling people to stop praying to their god... i am far from a religious person, but i respect their beliefs and traditions... i think everyone else should do the same, especially in the era we are in... this is somewhat ridiculous...

me, being a breeder think i do much worst... out of 100 eggs that hatch, if i see some that aren't up to par with my breeding program at up too one week of age, i will hold it over the trash can, and cut it's head off... i usually end up with 60 birds or so... then i do it again at 4 weeks, and sometimes at 6 weeks... then end up with one or two hold backs for the breeding program, and about 10 for sale as show/breeder quality... i know it sounds hard, but i am a true breeder, not a propagator... i need to build a name for myself, and want to only release and make quality birds...

plus, i have friends that caponize their meat birds and then eat them... how is this much different than what the jewish community is doing...? i have seen it done before... they don't grab him by the wings and twirl him around all hard... they just hold them like they are flying... the chickens look like they don't mind since they are dumb meat birds raised to die anyways... this entire petition is insane...

it's okay for someone else to buy a meat bird/broiler kill it, and eat it... but to spin it in a circle and kill it it's so much worst...??¿ i don't get our society or don't understand what direction it's going to... seems that people are just losing grip with humanity... they're forgetting that animals are just that.... ANIMALS... i go to the mall and see people with dressed up dogs like if they were their kids... they are not your kids people... i do ♥ my dog, but in the end, i know it's just a dog... i will not put him over any of my family or friends... as soon as he shows any sign of pain or suffering that can't be fixed by meds or treatment, he's gonna be put down... no tears, no funeral, maybe a picture or so... but that's it... why...? because he was just a dog...

i know i sound heartless, but that's just the way it should be... on BYC i talk to a lot of farmers and poultry people from out of state... if they see their a neighborhood dog going into their yard and killing a chicken they will do what they call SSS... that stands for Shoot, Shovel, and Shut up... and if their dog does the same thing, they will do what needs to be done... they also raise their kids to help with the birds, and when it is time to, to help kill and prepare the chickens to eat as well... or cow, pig, goat whatever... my kids know they're going to eat larry the roo... that's their favorite roo, but oh well... he's gonna be mole in another month...


i dunno... sorry i went on a rant... i just get worked up when i see hippy petitions or videos on youtube... LOL...

google youtube for "kaparos" and see for yourself... tell me if that's worst that people butchering videos... or dubbing... btw, i also dub my show roo's....

what all of that that bad…? No… right….? It’s all true anyways… I’m also not talking shit to the original poster… I said that the petition is retarded and insane… isn’t it…? Like… am I in the wrong…? I don’t think so… check out what some jewish chick wrote… LOL…

Barbara
As a Jewish person I must point out that this practice is not common in our community. I have never heard of it before I read about it here. As a matter of fact, I was shocked, disgusted and embarrassed that a small, fundamentalist fringe group should reflect so badly on the Jewish religion. This practice, dating back to the Middle Ages is not deserving of respect and should absolutely be outlawed! The Kosher laws to which the Orthodox community subscribes developed out of a sense of compassion as well as cleanliness. Treating an animal with such cruelty is not consistent with Jewish traditions!

I am a vegetarian. My belief, shared by many people of all faiths, is that the world would be an entirely better place if we treated all animals and humans with compassion.

Okay… I didn’t put this on the thread… but doesn’t this chick sound like the worst jewish chick on the planet… first of all, she has a picture of her holding a chicken to her face on her avatar… wtf… jewish people don’t do that… they hold keys up to their faces with two mercedez keys, key to their safe, keys to their houses and a lucky fuzzy kangaroo toe… right…? Then she’s a freaken vegetarian… OMG… you’re a freaken hippy… you can NOT be a jew she doesn’t even know about the chicken twirling trick… fail… anyways… the first hippy ended up putting this stupid shit…

Susan rudnicki
yes, you are right this is not common but practiced by the Orthodox. However, there are significant numbers carrying it out in Brooklyn, NY, the Bronx, and Los Angeles. It is a quasi-religious practice growing out of old superstition that the sins of the man can be transferred to a innocent animal. Jewish religious scholars and rabbis have condemned it as not supported in the religious texts and pointing out, God has placed a higher rule before us--do unto others as you would have them do to you. Their comments and responses to the practice of kaporos may be seen on the website I linked the original petition to. In fact, a substitution ritual has been promoted whereby the person swings money around the head, intoning the chants and prayers, and the money is collected for the poor. This goes a lot farther to helping others than the torture of animals. There are many other religious rituals that have come into question in modern times, most causing pain and suffering to women and animals. Female genital mutilation, "honor killings", and the Hindu practice of 'gadimai' Just because some religion does a thing does not make it moral or not subject to scrutiny or criticism. These practices usually represent some perversion of the intent of the original religious purpose, often because of inherent human tendancies to profit. Gadimai, for instance, has been staunchly fought for by the animal dealers who provide the thousands of animals for the ritual bloodbath. Poor families stripped of their savings, brainwashed by the crowd mentality, are fair game for these merchants. Get informed about these things, and there is a lot of dirt underneath

gumbii garcia---I get the feeling you didn't really read my post, you call it a "rant" and don't address the issues of my post and characterize it as "hippie" and such. Everyone has their blinders, but you might read the reply I sent to Barbara, who IS Jewish and a more thoughtful commenter. There is much more to the Kaporos practice than the final butchering and if you really looked into it, you might find there is little to recommend it.

yeah… I know… so stupid… I did not call her post a rant, and I did address the real issue… not the pretenzeez issue that the petition speaks of… and I already said that Barbara isn’t jewish… she’s a poser… doesn’t even have the nose or look… and I did research the practice… I actually spelled it right in the first post I put up, not like her… LOL… stupid hippies… oh, hold on, let me paste what I put up…

gumbii
it... is... just... a... chicken...............


today i went to a golden state serama council meeting in the morning... i spoke of this to them... since we are all "breeders" we all saw it with the same point of view... let me tell you that most of the serama breeders, well, chickens are their life... it's also how some of them make a living... chickens to them is not a hobby, not a pet, not a friend, not their child and not an object... they are the ones responsible in making great breeds like cochin, silkies, leghorns, OEGB and all breeds... if it wasn't for their dedication and culling technique, we wouldn't have them...

btw, it's spelled Kapparot... i learned about this practice in college... now do me a favor and tell me the difference between this...

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why is one more humane than the other...? and you're comparing the slaughter of a single chicken that was born to be killed and eaten to a person in a sacrificial religious ritual...???? hmm... yeah, i really want to listen to someone that puts up that analogy... no offense, but that just doesn't make sense to me one bit... like the little girl that got taken to court because her friend filmed her spanking her puppy after it pee'd on her carpet in her room... everyone acts like the animal is going to get depressed and hang itself onto a tree or something... it's a freaken dog... sigh... the girl was 16 years old... i wonder what the lesson she is learning after all of that ordeal... i feel sorry for the future generation of animal owners...

everyone has to be so political correct... instead of fixing humanities major problems, you try to save a chicken... maybe because it's easier to do... i dunno... you tell me... instead all of you should be signing this petition... http://www.thepetitio... that's a way you can make a real positive difference in the world... banning something that can be still done underground without anyone knowing... yeah... huge difference right there... that's like banning marijuana or making it illegal... LOL...

btw, i didn't call your post a rant... i called my post a rant... i really don't want to offend anyone... i do ♥ my chickens, but as an enthusiast and a breeder, i don't want people to think of chickens as their children... that's silly, and inhumane... don't forget what chickens are realy bred to do...

right…??? Right…??? Fuck…!!! Here’s what she put…

susan rudnicki
I know you called your post a rant---because it was. And you are the one specifically justifying your position on the planet and in Society by all the human species oriented acts of self-lessness. Far be it from me to try to change you--there are some who are still evolving to a place that does not regard every living thing on this Earth as a subordinate life-form to homo sapiens. Mark Twain, the master of irony, said ---
"It is just like man's vanity and impertinence to call an animal dumb because it is dumb to his dull perceptions" This seems to express your philosophy succinctly

Man… is this lady freaken serious…? I did not call chickens dumb… I said people that treat them like their kids are dumb… it’s a freaken chicken… they’re happy in a wire cage as long as they get a piece of tortilla or bread every once in a while… sheesh… these people get them for eggs… wow… fucken… well, here’s what I put… oh no wait… I think someone else wrote something else…

Oh, never mind… people started saying that we shouldn’t be discussing politics or touchy subjects on a public forum, blah blah blah… WTF is the forum for then…? Honestly, if they don’t like the subject, hit backspace or close the window… that easy… no one is forcing you to read this garbage… not like you’re sitting on a wooden bench surrounded by stained glass marked with lies… anyways, I said this…

Gumbii Garcia
my original point was really not political, or talking about religious issues... i was just stating that people really need to get over the fact that a chicken bred and raised for human or animal consumption and will never ever have a good life... is just that... a chicken that was bred and raised for human or animal consumption... a straight run chick that you buy at a petshop to feed to your snake... i think that's a way worst fate... but it's accepted right...? a guy twirling a chicken slowly and then killing it quickly... that's a horrible and inhumane crime against the animal kingdom..?

do you see what i'm trying to say...???


lol...


hahaha... oh well... i ♥ my egg layers and show birds...

also... when i was little my family had a bunch of huge palomino rabbits in the back yard... i remember my dad gave me one and i raised it as my pet... it got huge and fat... then my cousin's came over and my dad started butchering all kinds of rabbits... yeah, he was a butcher for foster farms... anyways... he asked for my rabbit, and i handed it to him... i knew that he was going to kill it, and that i was going to eat it... and i did... i didn't cry over it... i didn't feel like i missed a friend... i just knew he was a cool pet, and was delicious... my kids now know that the huge blue rooster i have in the back is going to be a meal for us pretty soon... i told them all that when we eat chicken, it was once a bird... and told them that we kill them to eat them... they're like... cool... they have also seen eggs hatch out of my incubators, and they know that the eggs in my fridge could've been baby chicks as well... very smart kids...

somehow, people now and days lost grip of those facts or "beliefs"... i watch shows like animal hoarders and kind of feel sorry for those people... they use an animal to fill in a void in their life... they present themselves to think that is their child or even soul mates... now, i understand why people cried in that will smith movie where he had to kill his dog... but after you wiped your tears.... do you remember that it's just a dog...? they die all the time... they even kill eachother... i remember watching that kingsley kid talk about how people got mad at lady gaga because in the music video, they poisoned an entire diner, and even the dog died... people were furious that the dog died... OMG people, she just killed like 30 something people and all they think about is the silly dog... like if that one dog's life was more valuable than 30 plus people... what if that dog bit a little child's face off then it got poisoned... does that change anything...?

doesn't that scare you...? that is how people really think out there... it really does scare me... they say that in a couple of years the human race is going to split genetically... one is going to be primitive and instinctual, and the other will rely almost 100% on technology... if something happens to their environment, who do you think will survive... and who do you think will put an animal over hunger, or even it's friend's or family...? the mind is a terrible thing to waste... don't let yourself get brain washed over silly propaganda like what peta does... if anything... they should put an end to whalers instead of making a cheesy reality TV show... all they have to do is make the army shoot whoever is after the whales... problem solved... but everyone would rather just save a production red hen instead...

dude… am I full of shit or what..? it makes sense to me… why can’t those retards make sense of what I’m saying.. instead, they said it’s ignorance… yeah, hold on… let me find that post…

Kathy
I find your posts really depressing.

And also, the attitude expressed in them is one of the reasons I wanted to have my own chickens. A reaction against the jaded, uncaring attitude towards animals that' so widespread (but shrinking everyday). I wanted to honor them, treat them as members of the family, give them a good life, not demean or commercialize them, not kill them because they were not useful. I find them all precious to me and they give me a lot of enjoyment thru their personalities and antics. I feel bad for people who miss out on all of that because it can be truly joyful to connect with nature this way. But the worst is to try to justify the cruelty with blind ignorance.

My chickens are my pets and I'm proud of it! :-)

Well Kathy… i… am offended… LOL… ignorance is a very bad word… now and days, it’s worse than calling someone a nigger, wetback, red neck, spick, chink, whatever… I rather be called a wetback or beaner a million times before ignorant… let me find the post I put after that hating ass hippy…

Gumbii Garcia
blind ignorance...?

it is my responsibility to keep a certain breed looking the way it does... it's people like ME that get an speckled sussex and mix then with brahma to produce quality and genetically perfect light sussex chickens... how do you think it got to that...? hard work, time and heavy culling... very heavy culling... right now i'm working on two projects to produce solid chocolate OEGB and blue laced silver OEGB... it's going to take me about 7 whole years... i'm also involved in a malaysian silkied serama project with a large group of BYC members... i don't understand how i can be ignorant about chickens when all you guys want them for is to make you laugh and eggs... i'm sacrificing years out of my life to create a color on a chicken just because people would want them... it's NOT going to make me rich... i'm also not the only one in the world doing it... there are already chocolates out there... but i just want my own show lines... so then i can sell them for 20 bucks a show bird or donate them to the local 4H like always... LOL...

but yeah... i'm ignorant... read all of my post and see what really makes sense... i wonder what you guys think about people that have roaches as pets... because i do have several species of pet roaches...


wow...

damnit, I’m stupid… I should’ve said a lot more shit in that post… LOL… oh well… but after that post, no one else posted anything… I guess I shut them up… calling me ignorant… OH EM GEE!... look at what these people put… shnap, I think she edited something out as well… I remember reading something like comparing this chicken crap to human sacrifice and spiritual body mutilations… or did she…? I dunno… whatever… I’m tired, and pissed off right now… freaken hate people like this… I went on a couple of rants on youtube as well… who the hell cares if the girl kicked the dog, or if the cat is on LSD… everything is done for a reason…

I really think these people are sick in the head… how can someone walk around with that mentality…? What do they tell their children when they explain to them where the stuff comes from that they are eating for dinner…? They’re just making their kids so damn stupid… maybe it’s a Mexican thing, but I tell my kids everything… I think I’m a great parent doing that too… makes them strong… not no weak wrist faggot ass hippies… no offense to the gay people out there… I’m gay too, but I do hate faggots… but that’s another blog some other time… right now I have to go check on the baby chickens in the brooder… I didn’t feed them today… Oops… fail…